YWednesday, June 25, 2008
hello... i know its been ages.. practically alot has changed eva since.. my life.. my job.. me.. my frends.. my family.. the probs..
hahaha!! managing work and urfamily and of cos ur loved one... Lots of things to say hardly any time to let my thoughts down... hopefully i will get a day.. hope all of ya are ok.. hope ur lives are going great!! miss u all!!
•I LoVe The Way U LuV Me*.
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YThursday, September 20, 2007
I know i haven been blogging its cos im drained out wit work.. and weneva i wanna come online i end up feelin so sleepy instead... well life has been good.. as usual learnin new stuff getting along well wit my seniors and gettin to know more of my frends over here much betta... And i cut my hair to my shoulder length.. hehehe i love it!
Despite missing my boyfriend we do somehow find time for each other even if its jus a few mins on my way home.. He actually takes more effort to come all the way to fetch me so tat we cud atleast spend the bus ride home together.. I know he is stressed wit loads of things, i understand no matter how long u take im gonna wait my dear... Jus do well and take ur time.. I love ya..
Family is ok.. but we have plans to sell my house and get a place nearer to mine n my dad's work place.. probably downgrade from a mansionatte to a 5 room. Hmmm.... im gonna miss my house... but if it helps to settle stuff.. im not objecting..
Im at work now.. Sittin at Fever Faculty, so im kinda free to use the net.. but ive got loads to do.. Its way betta to do work wit music on and thank god at fever we have the freedom to do so... With 98.7 fm ur neva alone.. It makes u wanna sing along with them soo loud.. hahaa!! but since im wearing a stupid mask i can softly... Its britney now!
Hopefully i get to blog more often i will try my best dearies... Hope u all are doing ok.. Take care and do drop me notes ok.. Muax!!
•I LoVe The Way U LuV Me*.
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YSunday, August 19, 2007
I miss Him like real bad.. Especially wen ur both busy hardly talk and not able to meet cos he has to stick with his commitments and i have to support tat decision... All that companies me and brings me closer to him are songs.. Any love song... my imagination probably anyones imagination in love wud see him and her instead of the actor or actress.. I miss him!!!!! Haiz!!
Well i neva liked trisha and neva will but im love with the songs she is acting now, both movies have wonderful songs which im crazy over.. Bheema and Kireedam, now watchin the kireedam song and the lines in tat song is so soothing.. I wish like she does too.. Akkam Pakkam Yaarumilla Boologam vendum!! How i wish tat wud be possible.. Now all of u reading this.. Enjoy the song.. Especially the words..
•I LoVe The Way U LuV Me*.
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YSaturday, August 18, 2007
Sorry for the missing posts.. Just very tired of the daily work and the struggle to sleep and wake up as early as 4.30 and makin sure im not late for 7 am shift or making sure i make no mistakes at work as my contract of 3 months is gonna end this 21st but i do know that my supervisors want me to continue workin with them and they dun want me to leave. Im happy with that thought. =), In all this stressful schedules, the only fun things i have done so far as to highlight my hair back to its blondes but much better this time and a day out with my bf and a few times a his place, this were the times i was really pampered by him, my dear sweetheart was pressing mylegs and arms almost anywhere he got to sit near me, put me to sleep made my tea and dinner, on National Day we watched fireworks from his window which was absolutely amazing.
Frends at work are wonderful especially those im close too hose who are as crazy as me, i really miss hanging out with frends from outside of owrk, those ppl whom is not talking to me, i jus hope everythin is going well for them. Well im bored jus watchin clips on youtube, my bf is busy with his studies haven seen him for sometime, will be uniting with him on a very special occasion on the 25th, i really cant wait to get dolled up and attend a sweet person's big day!! im sure she is so nervous and stressed!! Cool ka im sure at the end of the day all the stress and tension is worthwhile.
Here are some videos which im watchin on youtube, the first of cos has madhavan. hehehe!!
•I LoVe The Way U LuV Me*.
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YTuesday, July 24, 2007
Been quite some time rite? Dunno just had the time and the strength to leave the things in my heart here today. Fair to me? I dun think so.. Wanna know why i say so...
Friends will neva show off to one another.. neva compare themselves to the other, U dun need the best clothes or the best items just to meet ur good old fren, am i rite?? I neva said ur neglecting me, infact wen i know u rather spend ur time with another fren at the same time ur love life was going well as stated on all ur previous blogs, all i know is ppl state the true feelins and all tat happens on their bloggies, so i believed wats stated and was happy for ya. I neva said to anyone u neglected me, I have my own life and my probs and issues to settle, tat is why im workin my ass of, thats also the reasons why im sick. U prefer to share with ur other frends ur probs. so be it. This is not jealousy, im really fine with it, Yes u have shared with me ur probs before abt rakesh and after that u stopped. Rakesh supports me? is tat by any chance my fault!! No!! He doesnt like ur other fren.. is tat by any chance caused by me.. i dun think so. So by jus being busy wit my life and being happy for u is tat wat u were angry with me for?
U keep saying to ur Bf his godsis his frends are all most impt to him.. Do u really know for the fact that without u he wudnt have known us. Atfirst u were happy ur bf was listenin to his sister and changing for the betta.. Now it bothers u, thats how it seems. Seriously i dun care anymore. U wanna have all this inside of u and then say ur notthinkin such way, then fine so be it, im not into fighting and gossiping and bein happy at someone else's failure at all. I mind my own business and i lead a simple life. U said that U dun want me to take back my words. I assume and said all that. Like i always said if u really treated me like a frend u wud call as and wen u like. Even though i was workin i wud call or reply back. U apologised in my taggie. U said for neglecting me. So u agree to it by urself, and tat state otherwise on ur blog. I jus wanna say the same thing back, if its so hard being my fren, u can seriously choose not too. Im easy if u find it too challengin to be my fren im sorry.
Suprisingly lots of other ppl dun seem to find me tat way. Well enuff abt it. Im gonna take life as it comes. I cant wait to drive, planned with my bee. Im savin for our lessons. We shall go together and get closer to buyin our kutty car. The frends who has been there for me, Im thankful and im always prayin for ur well being. For many more years together, I dun hate anyone, I jus hope they realise wat they really want.
I really wanna study and improve myself, have been looking ard and finding out more on wat i can do part time, saving little at a time from that little pay i get now. Just hope everythin turns out well. Im going off to bed. Love u all.. Muax!! Have a great day tom. I love u Paul, i always will.. Love all ur smses.. I dunno wat to say abt theamt of love u have for me.. Muax baby..
Friends will neva show off to one another.. neva compare themselves to the other, U dun need the best clothes or the best items just to meet ur good old fren, am i rite?? I neva said ur neglecting me, infact wen i know u rather spend ur time with another fren at the same time ur love life was going well as stated on all ur previous blogs, all i know is ppl state the true feelins and all tat happens on their bloggies, so i believed wats stated and was happy for ya. I neva said to anyone u neglected me, I have my own life and my probs and issues to settle, tat is why im workin my ass of, thats also the reasons why im sick. U prefer to share with ur other frends ur probs. so be it. This is not jealousy, im really fine with it, Yes u have shared with me ur probs before abt rakesh and after that u stopped. Rakesh supports me? is tat by any chance my fault!! No!! He doesnt like ur other fren.. is tat by any chance caused by me.. i dun think so. So by jus being busy wit my life and being happy for u is tat wat u were angry with me for?
U keep saying to ur Bf his godsis his frends are all most impt to him.. Do u really know for the fact that without u he wudnt have known us. Atfirst u were happy ur bf was listenin to his sister and changing for the betta.. Now it bothers u, thats how it seems. Seriously i dun care anymore. U wanna have all this inside of u and then say ur notthinkin such way, then fine so be it, im not into fighting and gossiping and bein happy at someone else's failure at all. I mind my own business and i lead a simple life. U said that U dun want me to take back my words. I assume and said all that. Like i always said if u really treated me like a frend u wud call as and wen u like. Even though i was workin i wud call or reply back. U apologised in my taggie. U said for neglecting me. So u agree to it by urself, and tat state otherwise on ur blog. I jus wanna say the same thing back, if its so hard being my fren, u can seriously choose not too. Im easy if u find it too challengin to be my fren im sorry.
Suprisingly lots of other ppl dun seem to find me tat way. Well enuff abt it. Im gonna take life as it comes. I cant wait to drive, planned with my bee. Im savin for our lessons. We shall go together and get closer to buyin our kutty car. The frends who has been there for me, Im thankful and im always prayin for ur well being. For many more years together, I dun hate anyone, I jus hope they realise wat they really want.
I really wanna study and improve myself, have been looking ard and finding out more on wat i can do part time, saving little at a time from that little pay i get now. Just hope everythin turns out well. Im going off to bed. Love u all.. Muax!! Have a great day tom. I love u Paul, i always will.. Love all ur smses.. I dunno wat to say abt theamt of love u have for me.. Muax baby..
•I LoVe The Way U LuV Me*.
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YSunday, July 15, 2007
Weekendz
Hmm.. Wat a weekend.. super tired and worn out.. No off till next sun and mon.. So in love with the hospi that me and shahida are gonna be at work for the whole week. Work is good as usual especially wen u have 3 darlz whom u can immediately click and become so close with.. The four of us are like so close we work well together, we always have each others back, we help one another.. in Alphabetic order they are Eswary Puva also known as Shalini and not forgettin Shahida and Mua. Sha and i have schedules almost the same for the whole of next month. so we r like super bonded. 3 new ppl joinin us tom. A & E is gonna be filled with PSA's soon. But im happy wit my Darlz.
My bee my adorable baby.. He came all the way from home to send me back with home cooked food, he and his lovable aunt made me lunch, which i happily ate on my way home with him, yea.. we were eatin in the bus with my fork and i was feedin him, ppl were ard staring but i cudnt care less. It was yummy.. Then i had chocolate after lunch.. and my fav peach tea. Such short trips with so much of love hugs and kisses were soooo good. I loved every part of it. Hahaha.. And he was super shy cos i was squeezin and kissing his face and he has this thing of turnin soo red like an apple.. with his beautiful big brown eyes lookin all over if there was anyone lookin... and he wud hide his face wen he saw ppl looking. Sooo cute. Such a baby. He calls me one. But we are equal. I love u my happiness.
I have this feeling that my body is not good. As in i think im not functionin well inside. Woman's cycle is all wrong, im late by months, and No im not pregnant, i jus got msged abt my fren that she suddenly got heavy flow of menses and had blood clots, i seriously think i shud go and i also think ive got lumps on creations of god on a woman, maybe i shudnt be tellin it over here. but its my diary nd eva sine im in the hospi environment everything is ok to be spoken. We are all humans we know and share the most common things. So if my lumps are really like wat i suspect i shud go check before it turns cancerous. I haven been to the doc cos im scared for starters. Secondly no money and Thirdly i dun wanna waste money. LoL.. paul keeps askin me to go and shahida decided that on mon which is my off day like her. She demands that she and i go to a polyclinic and get checked, she said its not a playing matter. And im not gonna argue, she wants to accompany me i wud go then. She is a gal and she knows.
Long post eh.. Dunno jus felt like gettin it off my chest and i did. Hopefully we get to camwhore at work tom so will upload pics of the gang ok. Love ya loads.. Nitez!! I miss u all.. muax!!
•I LoVe The Way U LuV Me*.
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YThursday, July 12, 2007
Super tired.. feet hurts.. arms hurts too.. But work was fun and crazy!! Being a crazy person... Thinking i start work at 11am today i rushed got drenched in the rain.. my umbrella cheated me, it broke halfway, i called to inform incharge i wud be late, as per normal my incharge said" ok then come quickly!" while shahida on the othere hand, both of us are colleagues and both of ur schedules are almost the same on most of the days this month.. She at the same time rushin and called to inform she will be a bit late. Rushed to our staff lounge put on our jackets, bunned our hair up, and rushed to our counter.
And our incharge nicely says" Wat are the 2 of u doing here?? Afternoon shift rite?? me and sha were like Wat the hell!!! All the rush was for nothing!!! Goodness we were sooo gundu la.. We ended up walkin up and down had lunch but wasnt good.. It tasted horrible, then went over to 7 11 and bought macademia nut ice cream and went back to our staff lounge and slacked!!
I cant wait... just cant wait to be with my bee, cant wait for our rom our marraige, cant wait to make each of our dreams come true... I love ya.. I jus cant wait to see each of my frends get married to, my age group i wonder who is the first actually.. With frends who are by ur side all the time, family and a gd career im sure life will be good. Im blessed. Cos i know im in their thoughts as much as they are in mine. I love u all... Thank u zan zan for ur wishes.. I will be ok.. jus too weak i guess.. I jus cant wait to meet up and roam ard... its been ages since i have gone outing.. U and rakesh are the best ppl to go out with.. all the fun and whines and nonsense we do!! Muax!! Nitez everyone.. =)
•I LoVe The Way U LuV Me*.
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