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It takes an hour to love someone,
It takes a life time to forget someone.
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YTuesday, May 31, 2005

Im BoRed To DeAtH...
Man... my whole life after school ended is soo boring all i do is wake up 12+ sit n rot on my couch watchin tv all day or i come online download movies n watch.. man the more i sit n rot the more bigger im gonna become man i m gettin critics from vincent n all on how much weight i have put on which im kinda sad abt well guess its the fact n i gotta do somethin abt it... its jus tat i lost interest in takin care of myself after i broke up with vasan its like the person i needed to look gd for to dress up for was no longer there so y wats the point i mean noone else was gonna look at me n admire me rite? but for my future i have to do something so tat i dun get laughed at n so on i mus do somethin.. plannin but haven started lazy me!! Sighzz!! will someone offer me a job pls.. n to chitz who is peepin on my blog keep readin n sorry for nt bein able to reply ur msgs cos by the time im awake my sis wud have deleted it n not informed me.. so sorry abt tat ya hope ur life is fun n good.. man i miss sch sooo soo much!


•I LoVe The Way U LuV Me*.
11:55 PM


YSaturday, May 28, 2005

UgLY + Fatty Me
IM GROWIN FATTER DAY BY DAY I SERIOUSLY NEED TO STOP EATIN LIKE A PIG!! MAN IM SOO SAD I HAVE TO STOP N I M GONNA DO SOMETHING ABT IT I MUS LOOSE WEIGHT!!! :o(


•I LoVe The Way U LuV Me*.
12:27 AM


YWednesday, May 25, 2005

GaNeSh...
Totally mental.. loosu tigger but not tiger stop tryin to fool me wen u know u cant!! Hahaha overall he is a nice tall guy who always things he is manmadhan.. hahaha n hey ur mythilli not me ok.. got betta gal waiting for u.. anyway got to know him thru vincent is always fun talkin to him always jokin n laughin at all my nonsense... Hey have fun in camp while im happily at home n wakin up wen i want too paavam cannot sleep till late ah!! hehehe nice knowin u soo far tigger ganesh! hahahahaha


•I LoVe The Way U LuV Me*.
12:12 PM


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HURT...
All i said was how can u think like tat of me " i dun call u onli wen i got a prob i call u wenever i can!!" n he said oh its gonna rain u called n i dun recognise who this is can i know who u r? vincent of all ppl said tat to me.. i was busy for tat 4 days i didnt call had a final exam n i didnt entertain any phone calls or msgs ur own frend ganesh msged me n i didnt reply did u even know tat? if u cared soo much n u do call me all the time sending me a msg tellin me to call u wouldnt have killied u or taken up ur time.. its vice versa i mean if i dun u do wat is there to be soo egoistic abt? yesterday u were goin on n on abt me wen i didnt even utter a word abt u jus cos of the msg i sent u day before n all i meant was " im sorry if u think tat i onli call u wen i have probs but the truth is i care so i call n if u think im botherin u with my prob as u say wen i call then i wont bother u.. tat is all.. N u were tellin ivan abt how u shouldnt call anyhow sisters cos they will stab u in ur heart.. n how hurt he was n if he didnt have a gf he would have ripped off his tongue, n moer he regrets knowin me n he is much much more la.. while ivan was askin him to stop n tryin to get me to talk abt somethin else he kept interruptin n talkin n i started cryin cos im hurt as well u know its u who started with all this not me.. n ivan told him to stop cos im cryin and all he said was gd im happy!! Then i had no choice i jus told ivan i cant talk anymore im going to hang up so pls pass the phone to ganesh.. so i ended up cryin while talkin to him.. man didnt expect this too hurt me soo much.. Today the msg i got from him was this.. "Thanks for the sms.Yes im a selfish and a peson who like to see ppl cry well u can call me a feelingless asshole." This are things i never even tot abt him.. i dunno wat more to say la.. i was talkin to jane elias ky last nite till 2+ in the morning.. realise tat it feels like months since we met hope to meet tom thanks for all tat sound effects JANE!! haha anyway wish vincent understood la i dunno wats wrong with him..


•I LoVe The Way U LuV Me*.
11:50 AM


YTuesday, May 24, 2005

2 Tiring days Of Fun..
Hey peepz not been able to update for the past few days cos of me bein out bringing my dad's fren n his family who were here from india.. brought them to certain tourist spots in here so.. came back late n m extremely tired.. On sunday went to science centre n snow city.. was really gd bein at snow city.. although there is nothin much to it besides its low temperature - 2.9 degress n the high slide where u can slide as many times u want cos tats the only feature there.. hmm.. but it was nice la n there was of cos a cute guy whom i saw hahaha tats all nothin much abt him cos there were no others to look at cos i think besides me my sis n the ppl workin there none others were locals.. actually to the both places i went too everywhere was non locals but a few singaporeans like malay families n stuff.. so many indian ppl tat ppl actually mistook me for them too.. Hahahaha anyway i have been out with strangers besides my own family doesnt have time too i guess.. Was embarassed on monday wen me n my sis had to meet them at mustaffa centre.. after meetin n shopping the aunty needed to go to the ladies.. so as usual me n my sis had to follow her, the place was crowded n ppl of cos non locals all they do is see gals n stare nonsense!! so finally found the sign sayin toilets pointin arrow to the rite.. which had male n female sign on it.. so i walked in straight thinking inside it was divided into both sides but i was wrong i actually entered the "GENTS" how embarassin rite? there was this guy who was gonna pee got a shock wen i came in n another one who was washin his face actually stopped n looked at me.. then i started laughin out so loudly as usual my laughter bein loud tat i attracted attention n my sis was laughin loudly outside too.. man ppl outside were lookin wen i came out of it.. Wat a bloody scene n man my face was soo hot with embarassment.. hmm anyway had gd days bein out n not bein at home.. but missin school n not bein able to meet my frends for almost a week or so feels like its been months since we met.. Missin u guys!


•I LoVe The Way U LuV Me*.
11:51 PM


YFriday, May 20, 2005

RaM...
Wat can i say abt this new found fren.. Hmm the name is ram.. Jus like the lord raman tat any gal would love to have as her husband.. Hehehe!! anyway got to know him thru SI , despite his gd looks , he was nothin like wat i tot he would be, i liked his profile so i jus commented abt it n immediately had a reply saying "thanks babe"!! imagine a gd lookin guy callin this fatty babe, n we started chattin from then on.. he has lots of dreams n aims n he is gonna go into air force n he will be our future pilot! He is sweet he sees life in reality really can cheer u up n he cares alot, im not even a close frend of his n he cares n he worries n tells me wat i should do.. how sweet ah? He is down to earth, not boastful, he thinks everyone is beautiful in their own way lots of ppl say it but as for ram the way i see him i can tell he really means wat he says.. :o) Thank u ram for bein concerned yesterday n take care of urself.. N hope to see ya online later.. hahaha oh ya n he is crazy too! tats we could get along hehehe!!


•I LoVe The Way U LuV Me*.
12:50 PM


YTuesday, May 17, 2005

EXAM TOM!!!
with sooo little time left i have finished studyin now im jus reading thru again hopefully it stays in my mind... man.. im gonna read n read, im jus scared for the structured qus..


•I LoVe The Way U LuV Me*.
8:20 PM


YSunday, May 15, 2005

RAMBA???
My parents n some of my frends r really nuts la!! All they know is u look like ramba, I where she where my goodness u know how pretty n sweet she is? k maybe she is plump like me but her face is soo damn cute n nice, last time it was divya bharathi who was veri much like sri devi durin younger days now ramba next who, oh i get lots like sharmilee from another tamil movie or one person who was extrememly blind actualli his family said i had gayathri jayaram's round face with big eyes!! aiyoo paavam if the ral actress actualli hears this after seein me they will kill themselves... the worse is ramba la hmm i wish they realise im nthin like her me pumba with my fats n my ugly face, anyway to all ppl who hasnt seen me dun get ur dreams too high im nothing like her.. hahahahaa i dun even know wat i shud do laugh or get irritated... WEll all tat matters is the inside of the person so hopefully in tat im beautiful although i do make mistakes n all!Well gd nite to all my fans who think im ramba hahahaha rubbish me gd nite everyone love ya lads guys missin ya lots already... MuuaacCkKkSSss!!


•I LoVe The Way U LuV Me*.
2:15 AM


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My AmmA is SooOOoo Funni Ya!!!
My mum was acting real weird n funny today, although she has her moody days most of the time she is our clown!! Anyway this yera's prathana vizha was super boring u know there was no life to it n all, everyone there looked like they were too full to move themselves n rock tat place after delicious hotel dinner i suppose!! Well as we were watchin i was waiting for my fav person pravin the singer to appear n he did in a song n he was choooo cute n handsome man i think he is gorgeous la n maybe its his singing which mesmerized me! N my mum was sayin aiyaa shut up i dun wanna hear i know he is gd lookin but look at the choices of guys are wen u make ur decisions.. i was like ya wat u expect me to get wat mr. man hunt range wen i myself so ugly ah?? then she started couldnt stop laughin la she went like "Hey wats wrong wit my Ramba(me) , y cant she get someone like tat im sure u can betta n all, i was like yea rite ma i m not ramba but poomba from lion king i said!, She started la after tat match making my names with diff male artist n she was like if only u got a gd guy n someone fro media n all n i was like ya ma pravin would be gd then she was like NO!!! The Best part she started thinkin of after marraige n the name she said was "Sivaranjini Niranjan!! nice ah wat a unique name " man my mum is goin nuts n all i told her he is in nus i got no way to meet such ppl unless i get ready now go sit outside mediacorp then she laughed n said no la he in nus only wat not as if in india i was like yea he kinda guy surely marry a indian gal from india which his parents chooses! N she was like nvm i will find for u n all i was like no thanks ma im not into it now if it was to happen let nature take its course n she was like smiling, whacko man thinkin abt my mum cracs me up now also! well wat can i say its all fate isnt it whom im meant to be wit n who im not, well wats the rush i jus want to have a gd life studying n being wit my frends gettin over my past which is really not working... :o(


•I LoVe The Way U LuV Me*.
1:56 AM


YFriday, May 13, 2005

4 My MMT 2Y
GrAdUaTiOn...
And so we talked all night about the rest of our lives
Where we're gonna be when we turn 25I keep thinking times will never change
Keep on thinking things will always be the same
But when we leave this year we won't be coming back
No more hanging out cause we're on a different track
And if you got something that you need to say
You better say it right now cause you don't have another day
Cause we're moving on and we can't slow down
These memories are playing like a film without sound
And I keep thinking of that night in June I didn't know much of love
But it came too soonAnd there was me and youAnd then we got real cool
Stay at home talking on the telephone with me
We'd get so excited, we'd get so scaredLaughing at our selves
thinking life's not fairAnd this is how it feels
1 - As we go onWe rememberAll the times weHad together
And as our lives change
Come whatever
We will still beFriends Forever

So if we get the big jobs
And we make the big money
When we look back nowWill our jokes still be funny?
Will we still remember everything we learned in school?
Still be trying to break every single rule
Will little brainy Bobby be the stockbroker man?
Can we ever find a job that won't interfere with a tan?
I keep, I keep thinking that it's not goodbye
Keep on thinking it's a time to flyAnd this is how it feels

Repeat 1
La, la, la, laàYeah, yeah, yeahLa, la, la, laà
We will still be friends forever
Will we think about tomorrow like we think about now?
Can we survive it out there?Can we make it somehow?
I guess I thought that this would never end
And suddenly it's like we're women and men
Will the past be a shadow that will follow us 'round?
Will these memories fade when I leave this townI keep,
I keep thinking that it's not goodbyeKeep on thinking it's a time to fly
Repeat 1 (3x)


•I LoVe The Way U LuV Me*.
12:25 AM


YThursday, May 12, 2005

Its comin to an end!!!
Im gonna cry soo badly sch is gonna be over everything is gonna change no more laughs no more hanging out no more petty fites no more sharin n caring no more eatin like pigs no more nothing.. after wed everyone starts their own lives... its gonna be soo diff no matter wat happens all these ppl has made a difference in my life n memories forever i will keep!!! Muacks guys u ppl always will rock my world!! n will neva forget ya!!


•I LoVe The Way U LuV Me*.
11:48 PM


YTuesday, May 03, 2005

Results of a dating online test....

Your dating personality profile:

Liberal - Politics matters to you, and you aren't afraid to share your left-leaning views. You would never be caught voting for a conservative candidate.
Big-Hearted - You are a kind and caring person. Your warmth is inviting, and your heart is a wellspring of love.
Romantic - You know exactly how to melt your date's heart. Romance comes naturally to you and is an important component of any relationship you have.

Your date match profile:

Romantic - You need someone with a traditional understanding of romance. A true romantic is a must-have in any potential date.
Big-Hearted - You want someone compassionate, someone gentle and kind. A loving, nurturing person will fill that hole in your life.
Practical - You are drawn to people who are sensible and smart. Flashy, materialistic people turn you off. You appreciate the simpler side of living.

Your Top Ten Traits

1. Liberal
2. Big-Hearted
3. Romantic
4. Adventurous
5. Practical
6. Sensual
7. Funny
8. Wealthy/Ambitious
9. Shy
10. Religious
Your Top Ten Match Traits

1. Romantic
2. Big-Hearted
3. Practical
4. Adventurous
5. Traditional
6. Conservative
7. Funny
8. Religious
9. Sensual
10. Outgoing

Take the Online Dating Profile Quiz at Dating Diversions


•I LoVe The Way U LuV Me*.
9:05 PM


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Is tat all i meant to u...
Well with all the memories i had of him the whole day of yest n feelin so lost all of a sudden, i actually received msgs from him was realli glad to receive but of cos i neva wanna show so i replied n all n i stopped cos i didnt want him to continue n try talkin to me n all.. Later on my best frend's bf met his camp fren on the bus.. so wen they were talkin my bro asked his frend abt my ex bf n asked if he was attached n tat guy said yes n all, so my bro msged me saying ur guy didnt even spare time to fins a gal u know he already attached.. in tat moment i felt my heart bein ripped out n jus lettin it drop n break into a million pieces!!!wat i said was " wat the hell was he thinkin u mean this is all i meant to him, n where are his promises n love speeches he gave me?? all tat was jus lies again ah??"So my bro was tryin to cheer me up n all trying to tell me wat a relationship i was in n all, but do u think i actualli realise tat he is rite?? no!! at tat moment i was dyin to hear my ex on the phone n see him soo badly.. i actualli replied my ex bf's msgs cos i told him he need not need to lie cos i can get info n all n he replied n we ended up quarrelin tat he actualli called i normally dun ans his calls but since i was dyin i picked up i spoke as if i was not interested but the fact was i was soo happy i dunno y my heart was happy listenin to the voice which once i used to beleive n trust in..well i didnt let the conversation go long jus made him think tat i m not into talkin n hung up.. I jus realised tat how much im telin myself tat im soo fine without him but in real im havin a hard time, i still feel the love i have for him is soo much tat its hard for me to forget him,but i m neva gonna go back with him cos he is not like how i wanted him to be.. Love i have for u is still as strong as how it is wen we first were together, but the fact which hurts the most is even in my dreams i can neva have u or be with u cos u belong to someone else... So jus wanna wish him all the best in watever he does n his memories will always stay within me which will neva fade away..


•I LoVe The Way U LuV Me*.
8:00 PM