It takes a minute to like someone,
It takes an hour to love someone,
It takes a life time to forget someone.
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YWednesday, February 28, 2007

HAPPY BIRTHDAY QIS GUNDU!! hope everything went well.. hope u had a gd day.. i had wit my darlin frends and my darlin bf... how lucky was i to be able to be out.. hahaha... saw the dna thing nori did was interestin.. so i tried it out as well.. im gonna knock off after bloggin... im super sleepy.. nitez everyone.. hope it was a gd day.. mornin to all.. have a wonderful mornin too.. hahhaa!! sorry im blabberin cos im tired.. its 4.5o in the morn now... muax!!





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12:51 PM


YMonday, February 26, 2007



Your Kissing Technique Is: Perfect
Your kissing technique is amazing - and you know it.You have the confidence to make the first move.And you always seem to know what kissing style is going to work best.Sometimes you're passionate, sometimes you're a tease. And you're always amazing!
Are You a Good Kisser?
You Are Cyclops
Dedicated and responsible, you will always remain loyal to your cause.You are a commanding leader - after all, you can kill someone just by looking at them.
Power: force beams from your eyes


•I LoVe The Way U LuV Me*.
6:00 PM


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Im so bored that im doing quizzes.. still waitin for paul to call me n tell me how his exam went...
Wat kinda cake i am.. im soo wantin to eat cake now..


You Are an Ice Cream Cake

Surprising, unique, and high maintenance.
You're one of a kind, and you don't want anyone to forget it.
You're fun in small doses, but it's easy for people to overdose on you!



Your Personality is Somewhat Rare (ESFP)

Your personality type is playful, charming, open minded, and energetic.

Only about 7% of all people have your personality, including 9% of all women and 5% of all men
You are Extroverted, Sensing, Feeling, and Perceiving.


You Are 89% Ready for Marriage

This doesn't mean you should rush out and get married...
But if you did tie the knot, it would probably work out great!
i know im not ready with financial wise.. and yes i still have loads of things to do before i settle down.. but one thing im strongly agreein abt and know is tat my life partner is neva gonna be anyone else then Paul Xavier!I LoVe U MiMi!!



You Are 82% Passionate, 18% Compassionate

You are a truly passionate person, and for you, love is a drug.
When you're in love, you lose all grip on reality. And it's a wild ride.
Although falling in love is vivid experience for you, it's sometimes *too* intense.


You Are 42% Angry

Generally, you are not an angry person.
But you're easily frustrated and enraged. You have one heck of a temper.
And because of your anger, you tend to feel resentful and even spiteful.
You already know how to quell your anger. You just need to do it more often.


•I LoVe The Way U LuV Me*.
5:25 PM


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Firstly im really disappointed with dhool!! NUS didnt even do well... i mean compared to acid houz where were they?? they were really bias... its soo not fair.. i mean so the 2nd round.. acid's creativity and choreographin was superb!! Haiz!! dumb man seriously!! Ive been sick eva since last week.. still on and off my flu n sore throat is killing me.. yesterday was havin the most terriblest migraine eva.. i kept vomittin as many times but it didnt seem to work.. the ordeal ended ard 2 am after talkin to paul, talkin abt him he mus be in his exam room now sittin for his first paper... All the best MiMi!! Love ya.. i cant wait to see u after these 3 exams r over.. im waitin.. patiently without nagging without grumblin.. im waitin.. Cant wait for wed, hahaha!! I finally got to upload pics of my babies he gave me, dun mind the picture quality thats cos of my lousy phone.. They r such adorable creatures.. there is not a day where they dun amuse u with their new stunts n behaviour.. One of them is a real daredevil.. she jumps from no matter how high she is.. the other is a little scared of everythn.. but now she is kinda gettin better.. but the one who is scared.. she is as fast as a flash.. she runs ard extremely fast.. aww... she got scared of thunder.. hehehe!!
Hey lovely rain.. i soo wanna get drenched.. man if only i was fine.. hate bein sick!Even my dog wud be scared now.. she is soo afraid of thunder.. always hides behind mum.. sweethearts.. i dunno probably cos they are a part of my life that everyday has to be wit them.. that is wen life at home seems complete.. i love them all.. i love the one who loves me alot too.. Shall stop braggin and put their pics up..

There she is... The First Love.. LoVe of my life.. my very own Baby whom i brought home wen she was only 3 months old... And now she is gonna be 10 yrs old this Nov, look at tat face.. will anyone believe her age.. the amount of innocence in this pic is nothin compared to wat a brat she is at home... She loves coffee.. she like eatin peanuts and durians.. Hate lizards and roaches.. the new enemy in her list are frogs.. I Love her loads!!



Here are the 2 babies asleep showing their cute tummy on their fav play place the Wheel.. The one who sleeps like she is dead.. she always does tat.. it takes alot of sound to wake her up.. she sleeps like tat all the time.. she scares the hell out of all of us wen she is asleep.. they love sleepin togetha.. i hope they do all the time.. jus hope they dun end up fightin..

One of them love storin her food in her cheeks.. and later wen she is up from her nap, she does dunno wat movements in her face usin her hands to bring the food out.. thats really cute to see her do that.. Look at them. cute rite?? hahaha!! last pic to go and im done..



Here the final pic of her sleeping sooo adorably.. i can jus squash her.. but i know she is sooo small i cant do tat.. there they are the babies of the arul's family.. i hope there are a few more editions to the family.. hahaha!!LoVe Ya all.. hope everyone at work is havin a gd day.. everyone restin athome have an even better day!! MuaX!! =)








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3:17 PM


YSunday, February 25, 2007


Thanks to sri ka that everyone is takin the quizies.. wee!! soo nice.. i love doin all this.. so this was my first one..

You Are 54% Vain

You're a little vain, but more than anything you have a healthy amount of confidence.
Thinking the world of yourself is great. Just don't think less of those who aren't as pretty as you!




This is wat my baby's zodiac is all abt.. its true.. in certain ways.. Im a capricorn jus like sri ka.. so u can check mine out at her bloggie itself..

Cancer - Your Love Profile

Your positive traits:

You're intuitive enough to know what's going wrong in a relationship early on
A total sweetheart - you're often the most caring person anyone knows
You are a generous and devoted parter to whoever you fall in love with

Your negative traits:

Insecurity - you tend to need a huge amount of comforting from your partner
You tend to be overly sensitive and easily hurt, which make loving you difficult
It's difficult to predict your moods. One minute you're up - the next you're down.

Your ideal partner:

Someone equally sensitive, who wants to take time to get to know you deeply
Dreams of an everlasting love - complete with marriage and a family
Loves to take care of you. Being a good cook and masseuse doesn't hurt!

Your dating style:

Slow. You enjoy dates that last all day, with plenty of time to talk and get to know one another.

Your seduction style:

Quite tender and loving, once you are comfortable in your relationship.
Coy. You tend to play it cool to drive your lover wild.
Orally talented - you're known as the best kisser in the zodiac.

Tips for the future:

Be a little less sensitive. Not every little mistake should hurt you.
Spend time away from your partner every so often - independence is a good thing.
Find ways to take care of yourself. You'll be happier if you put yourself first.

Best color to attract mate: Aqua

Best day for a date: Wednesday




I dun think im sexy though...


You Are 63% Sexy

Your Sex Appeal Is: Extremely High

You're very sexy. You just have that certain something that takes over a room.
You know how to attract, entice, and keep whoever you want. You are truly appealing.


Which do i follow my head or my heart...

You Follow Your Heart
You're romantic, sentimental, and emotional.You tend to fall in (and out of) love very quickly.Some may call you fickle, but you can't help where your emotions take you.You've definitely broken a few hearts, but you're not a heartbreaker by nature.Your intentions are always good, even if they change with the wind


So for the last one jus for today... WAts my love type...
Your Love Type: INFP
The Idealist
In love, you crave a long term, harmonious relationship.For you, sex doesn't come quickly - it takes time for you to open up.
Overall, you are supportive, nurturing, and expressive.However, you tend to be shy and protective of your personal space.
Best matches: ENFJ and ESFJ
So thats all for today.. hope u all had a gd sat.. hope u have a wonderful sunday... its gonna be finals of the dhool show on central.. so far kali dancers have the most vote!! all the best and may the best team win!!


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3:16 AM


YFriday, February 23, 2007

Hate bein sick.. especially i hate flu and ive got a real bad throat.. with my head aching.. im suppose to be restin but i dun see a point.. haiz!! Im soo bored i cant fall asleep.. will sure blog more later tonite.. i jus came to change my blog song.. its really sweet.. although its more of a ehem* ehem* song.. eh but all this happens.. especially wit ur loved one.. hahaha!! i lovethe song though.. hope u all like it too.. take care.. i miss everyone.. im hungry!! i think i betta go get somethin to eat before i faint!! LoL!! LoVe Ya all.. I Miss u paul! Call me soon.. I know ur busy studyin for the worst course.. i know ur biting ur teeth n studin.. im sure u will do wel da.. jus give it ur best.. im always gonna be proud of u and u know tat... love ya.. thanks for lookin after me like a baby yest.. as i said to u wen i woke up.. i love u because u treat me like a "princess!" i mean it! Muax!!




Tats a pic of us.. taken sometime ago in our happy bus ride.. i jus love bein anywhere wit him.. haha! i look like crap.. i jus love his face in this.. yum yum!! haha!!


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4:02 PM


YMonday, February 19, 2007


Hey Hey!! WaH!! lots of ppl missed me ah.. with all tat taggie goin update gurl update!! im so sorry for not updating... well well wat can i say.. been long.. As for me in my life this few days.. nothinmuch.. ive been blessed with a wonderful boyfren annoyin sister and my parents.. so life as a daily routine has been goin on well.. I jus wish my frens would be happy.. everyone deserves happiness.. and so does my frends.. i jus want to see them happy with wateva or whoeva who makes them happy,bein wit nori all this yrs.. wat 10 yrs now.. on n off also i do know all tat she has been thru andof cos she knows all tat i have been thru.. if she has played him out n stuff it will be totally a diff story but she has bee loyal to someone whom treats her like tat.. i know she deserves way betta.. i hope she realises now.. i know its gonna hurt, i also know u will come thru it and u will be fine.. wat rakesh said to me earlier abt his ex gal was totally shockin n it made no sense.. i think eveythin happens for a reason.. hopefully the eason for her is good... i feel real bad though..
I miss seein all of u online.. those ppl i always chat wit.. balqisim glad things r k.. but he makesure he treats u well now.. if not im gonna bang is head on some wall.. hahaha!! miss u after tat wonderful friday together.. at my place.. "genie dun leave me!!" ur soo lesbo u know? hahaha!! nah she was jus stuck to me cos she was afraid of my babygal cutie..haahaha!!
Now comin back to the love of my life.. i jus cannot be happier.. jus lookin at him or sittin rite next to him, makes me feel so loved.. i loved ur testimonials sweetie.. i know everythin u said was from ur heart.. all that u said to me over thephone earlier is still in my mind.. all u live for is to see me happy.. and all im happy doin is munchin and doin wati love most.. then he will be glad to share that wit me.. ur gonna stock our fridge wit lots of chocs n ice cream.. haha!! and ur gonna see me grow like a balloon.. i also know for a fact tat.. very confidently as u said, become rounder bigger wateva.. ur still my miss. everythin and the best in the world, im tellin u this honestly today wen u said this to me is the first time im trustin someon.. i trut in evrythin u say.. u gained my trust.. in all ths yrs how i have been towards u and now, u knoe im totally diff, u ask me at times if ur dreamin.. ur not.. i love u paul.. always will.. i trust u whole heartedly.. i love the way u look at me, i love the way u say u love me, i love the way u kiss me every single time, love the time u kiss me without a reason and like the odd areas like my nose or my toe, weird rite i know.. but tats jus him, i love the way u go shy wen i look at ya for long, i love the way u go red wen i stare at u, i love the way u blabber wen i stare at u, i love the way u say, u can jus melt anyone wit those beautiful eyes!(ya rite!) but i love the way u say tat, i love the way u feed me, i love the way u admire me say things.. i jus love everything abt u, earlier on the phone wit our rapid fire game. im sure u got the answers u wanted.. im sure u know how i really feel now.. im thankful and really lucky to be wit someone like u, wit my frends goin thru probs.. and me tryin my best to get everythin back together.. whether i suceed or not, i can see how badly a guy can hurt a gal at the same time i do see how u treasure n love ur gf.. the 2 extremes of guys.. like how ive met my love im sure nori wud meet hers.. i dunno if the guy she is wit is gonna end up teh guy she marries.. but whoeva who gets her as their life partner is really lucky.. I love ya all.. Nitez! sweet dreams.. will blog again later.. i better get my ass to bed now.. and there nori is off to 7 11 at this time to get somethin to eat... tat reminds me.. im hungry now too!!


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12:44 PM


YTuesday, February 13, 2007




Happy Valentine's Day... i know its tom.. but i had a celebration wit my crazy clowny fren balqis.. it was a last min preparation.. jus dinner at swensen's which outlet!! Singapore Changi Airport.. Had to take a cab from my place to pick her up from her workplace then shoot to the airport.. so while on my way there i was stuck wit a real blur taxi driver.. headache ah!! ah ah ah everytime.. i called this gundukia to ask her if she gave the rite add and she was like ah why the driver so stupid.. ah wat is he trying to do.. and i was like how would i know.. so i finally saw her and got her in.. once she came in she said hey nice ah our colours today.. then she wanted to take a pic.. but not of our faces but...
now u see.. its our sleeves.. im the one in dots and she is the one in red.. haiz!! anyway so we finally reached.. we went there and then we got our privacy seats where we could watch ppl walkin up and down and all the stewards and stewardess.. laughin makin a fool of ourselves.. we were writing each other notes.. had yummy yummy food.. im bloated!! yes i know im growin very much sideways.. haha!! we walked out took a cab.. we came out promising we will be back home early.. so we had no choice.. haiz took a cab.. the driver was really chatty and funny.. kept askin us why we were at the airport who were we sendin off.. and lots of other questions.. tellin us abt his divorce and he havin a mistress in china.. then we reached punggol.. we were nearin her place.. so he asked her which traffic lite should i turn 1st 2nd or 3rd.. and she went ah.. then i said which traffic lite shud he turn.. then she was like i dunno wat u sayin then he said it clearly and she was like oh.. the next one.. then he was like aiyoyo.. hahaha!! then she actually said the wrong traffic lite and he asked her "eh u got bf or not? she said no y and he said ask u to bring u walkin ard ur area.. ah u stay here also u dunno directions ah! aiyoyo... hahahaha!! she sooo cute.. anyway wen she got down.. he asked me to ask her bf to bring her go cyclin ard her area.. lol!! wat a funny driver.. i had a gd day wit her.. thanks fir yummy dinner.. Happy Vday to u Qis!! and everyone one else.. Muax! NiteZ!!

A very happy me before we were served.. thats my pink balloon which i stole from there.. ha ha ha!!lovely!!



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6:33 AM


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Had a great day as always yest... was extremely like a dream.. staring the sky listenin to songs.. waves, wind sunset.. love letters.. we saw stars movin.. locating themselves when hesun went down.. tat was amazingly beautiful, lyin on the rocks.. havin the one u love beside u, hey know wat m not good with exprssin my feelings.. but it was simply awesome.. like any other day together.. we had loads of fun.. couldn keep our hands off each other.. Lol!! oh and while i was out my mind was thinkin i wonder wat my 2 newbabies r doing.. hehehe!! well i had a good day.. and today was better bonding wit those 2, they haven shown me their teeth or anything.. jus wantin me to pat them and stuff.. they are soo cute.. i love them many many.. I love everyone.. im soo hungry.. but i got nothing to eat!! im gonna go grab somethin so will blog later.. =)


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12:06 AM


YMonday, February 12, 2007


Sundays are the days where i get to be on the phone the least.. i always have to be downstairs with family and all.. had a better time wit my 2 babies, but aiyoo the amount of things they were doin today.. it was like sooo naughty uncontrollable.. kept bitin everythin which they saw.. from their slide to the cage to my hand my nail my tshirt.. like babies everythin goes to their mouth.. for now nori is my teacher who is helpin me to let me know my dos and donts with them.. and tells me wat each of their behaviour means.. they bein extremely small much smaller then a normal syrian hamster.. its alittle more scary for not wantin to hurt them.. but they are soo adorable la.. wen they sleep together.. they love cuddling each other.. Hmm.. i decided names.. paul likes them too.. sugar and honey.. haha since those 2 babies are females.. but wait till they grow abit bigger so i can say which is which.. i love them.. the 2 new addition to my family.. still got a list more to come.. just waitin to make my mini zoo complete... lol!! I love the person who gave me these two adopted babies.. i love everyone else who loves me.. hope u all had a gd day.. nitez muax!!



Jus a nice song from a wonderful movie.. dunno why but the whole evening it was this song which i was singing in my head!! hahaha!!


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2:42 AM


YSunday, February 11, 2007

My sat was kinda boring but i was happy and really curious of how to handle and look after my 2 new babies, how it all happened... was sitting in hall wit my mum and sis watchin the afternoon movie on sun tv, received a call from my sweetheart, asked me where i was, and who was home.. most importantly he asked if my dad was home, said he was at toa payoh will be ay my place in half an hour, and i had a surprise waiting.. eva since then i was crackin my head and was so impatient to know and in 20 mins he said open ur door im comin up.. i jus couldnt wait.. hahaha.. he was holdin a cage.. and there behind him was his frend carrying some other things.. my mum was also curious to know.. took out the cage from a bag and there were 2 tiny beautifully adorable hamsters.. they were only 2 weeks old.. soo small and sooo cute!! i was soo happy.. he was really happy to see the smile on my face.. he came to me and said "happy valentine's day baby, i hope u like ur present!!" i was like of cos i do... its sooo sweet.. thank u!! hahaha!! he sat and spoke to my mum and sis.. was ard for awhile havin a drink talkin abt the hamsters.. and how i look so like them tat he had to get me them.. hehe!! i dun look like one do i?? but he is the 2nd onee who said i look like a hamster, how mean.. hahaha, i haven named them yet cos they are so identical tat i cant differentiate them.. probably in awhile wen i can see their behaviour or the size then will name them... they r both females.. look like fur balls more like cotton balls, tat how small they are.. any suggestions for hamster names.. drop me a few k, love ya all.. i hope u all had a better day.. I love u My HoNeY Bee.. MuaX!! NiTeZ



This is how they look like.. somethin like tat.. once i get a good chance of takin my babies pic i will sure upload them k, oh and if ur thinkin how is my dog cutie gettin along with 2 new members, so far she is ok, kinda calm she knows they are there but not really bothered abt them.. hopefully they become frends too..



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4:25 AM


YFriday, February 09, 2007

Im gonna get to make my pass today!! yay!! and hopefully.. i know my schedule and all.. im kinda tensed and lots of tension at home.. as my sis is gonna get her o level results today... im sooo nervous.. hopefully she does well... haiz!! god pls help her!! my dad has so much of faith in her... i wonder wats gonna happen later.. i hope things get betta between us.. i dun wanna quarrel of all ppl u, take care.. guess i will be back later tonite to update more.. love ya all!! MuaX!!


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2:00 PM


YThursday, February 08, 2007


Had a boring day.. was home.. played wit my sis rolled ard on the bed and laughed quite alot.. watched movies.. Had an arguement wit my fren.. who jus doesn wanna understand.. probably she thinks im spendin too much of time wit him or for the fact she dislikes my bf, i dun need u to like him, but jus dun be sarcastic of things u say which does link to him, i mean ur my frend as long as u know for the fact he is keepin me really happy.. i guess tats all tat matters.. he doesn need to be involved in wateva u talk abt.. everytime i say somethin u always bring it back to him indirectly.. yea he will be by my side at all times.. as my partner.. but ive also got frends.. i dunno wat u were angry abt tat we ended up worked up, all i wanna say is, i dun care if u dislike him or watsoeva but jus dun be mean abt it towards me.. Well nuff said abt this.. im jus pretty hurt of not bein understood.. i really hope its not very hard to respect my feelings... Well.. comin back to daily stuff.. hopefully my pass will be done and my photo wud be taken for my pass tom, dunno if i have to get back to werk tom, hopefully i do.. lots of things i wanna do.. which all involves money of cos.. where can this world be without god damn money.. some ppl jus have loads of it and use it howeva they like.. and those who are in need of it.. are still in need.. haiz!! Was browsin thru youtube.. and found my all time fav song which makes anyone wanna groove.. the sizzlin hot tamil actor arjun and the late sexy dancer silk smitha.. i guess by now u guys wud have known wat song tat is.. i know its more like everybody's fav song.. I guess it was like a fever with everyone.. hahaha hope u guys like it..






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11:15 PM


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i guess i betta be gettin my ass to bed!! so late already.. sorry sweetie.. its not tat im not wantin to sleep but i jus cant stop rollin ard on bed.. haiz!! im suffering from not bein able to sleep early symptoms.. how pathetic!! Lol!! NiTeZ All!! love ya muax!!


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11:36 AM


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Dhool Show going on.. there are some groups who did do well... and i dunno how much more diff they want them to perform.. probably performin nude wud be diff wudnt it.. this is one of the group who deserves a chance all this young boys with great effort shud be praised, im soo not bein able to sleep that im watchin all the dance for the dhool show uploaded in youtube.. kinda fun watchin, makes me wanna dance too, lol!!



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11:19 AM


YWednesday, February 07, 2007

6th of Feb:I love him too much to allow anythin to happen to him, it was a tiring day for him at sch, he was pretty upset wit all tat happened at sch, so wen he met me he was already extremely tired.. we were ok, i jus didnt want him to do wat he wanted to do, he mistook my expressions to a yes.. but after tat i was upset, i wasnt mad t him, i jus was quiet, he asked me wat a few times and i said nothin, with that i wished he jus spoke to me normally and everything wud have gone fine, but he got mad and he didnt wanna talk to me too.. at the same time nori n her bf was havin misunderstandings, so were jus quiet, then rakesh had to go home early cos of his parents n a prob at home, it is true wat izan had to say, if he had told her earlier abt havin all this she wudnt have came all the way to meet him, but u know it was like no use askin him to stay cos he kept gettin calls from home every few mins, wen rakesh got down, i sat with her and paul sat behind me, by then i was ok, i missed him so i put my hand on his lap, he didnt react he was quiet and jus stared at me blankly, and i tried pinchin n everythin but he still seemed mad, so i jus sat quietly, wen we got off at yio chu kang, we sent nori back.. and tats wen everythin started, he was yellin at me, at y i had to keep a long face wen all he wants is to see me smile, he came all the way tired not to see this long face and all.. so i decided to keep quiet, went all the way near his place, both were quiet, i know he was very angry wit me.. i mean i didnt wanna start yellin at him cos i know he was tired, so i rather keep quiet and if he talks to me i sure will talk.. so we walked to this place where there are lots of benches and there is a river flowing.. we normally sit there.. once i sat he started askin me wat my probs was and so on, he was yellin and yellin, and ppl were passin by, wen there were ppl he wud lower down his volume.. i jus told him not to bother carry on yellin let everyone know we r fightin.. and he was pissed.. he kept askin me to talk to him and not keep so quiet, i said i have nothin to say, as i dun wanna be yelled at, and im not his punchin back to yell at me or vent his anger.. i know he had a hard day at sch, but u dun have to take it out at me.. and he started gettin very angry. i was scoldin him, and he jus souted at me to shut up, i got hurt and i started crying, wen he saw me crying his anger wore off, he started feelin real bad.. he was holdin me and i demanded him to get his hands off me, i asked him to leave me alone.. haiz!! things were goin bonkers.. but we made it all up, he became very upset for yellin at me, wit all the stress he has at sch, his pressure was goin up, and he cudnt control his tears... i got very afraid.. i didnt know how to control him, i also know his pressure is very high, and he hasnt seen a doc to have his pressure under control, weneva he gets extremely stressed his head spins and he will have difficulty breathin and all, i was very afraid.. while tryin to calm him down thinkin wat was gonna happen, i couldnt stop cryin.. he cudnt even speak properly.. i had medicated oil i massaged his head, while he was still sayin sprry for yellin, he was still cryin for makin me cry, wen i told him its ok nvm im fine now.. he still didnt wanna listen, i had to raise my voice n tell him its ok, i had to change topic n make him lie on me quietly, he was really dizzy, i jus calmed him down, i asked him abt our past, jus to make him stop thinkin nonsense.. and let his pressure come back to normal, he was so sad to hurt me and the fact that he has neva yelled at me, that he wanted to jus goget knocked down by a car and so on, i was really frightened, his tears the words he said are still very fresh in my mind, i want im to be ok, he always has headaches.. still hasnt gone to see a doc, i know wat he is doin i sch is killing him, for the points he got i know he is suppose to be in a betta course.. i know he is tryin his best.. jus try da.. no matter how long it takes im gonna wait, i promise.. im not goin anywhere.. dun worry.. if u have too much in ur head u cant concentrate.. we cried together yest.. hmm although it was bad at first it ended real sweet.. he said soo many things to me, i was badly affected by him and all tat he was going thru.. i cried myself to sleep last nite.. before sleepin i cried to him, he promised me he wud go see the doc as soon as he gets time and the money.. I mean pressure is not a normal thing.. for his age havin such a high pressure isnt good, my mum has it too.. and the doc always tells me that if she goes out of control and her pressure is very bad if the blood goes up and the vein breaks, the person may die.. im jus controllin my tears.. i dun wanna loose him nor my mum, both of them are closest to me.. I know tat im lucky to have found my darling, im gonna keep loving u.. muax!! Hope everyone had a gd day.. smilez!! Nitez!! i know nori ur havin a prob wit him, im sure tat will be settled.. jus be patient da.. i know ur hurt.. but lets hope everythin is really betta now.. I love u Paul Xavier!! MuaX!!


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7:27 AM


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Wow my previous post was super long.. have fun reading guys.. hahaha!! well.. i had a boring day today.. i wasnt well after all tat cryin to sleep.. was havin a bad headache.. woke up at ten plus in the mornin and went back to sleep after takin medi, woke up at one plus.. felt dizzy and wanted to vomit.. was asked to stay home and not go anywhere, so did as i was told.. izn and her bf are havin a prob.. hope it will be settled.. nitez!! sweet dreams.. love ya all!! muax!! Rakesh took this wen i was enjoyin my lollipop!! haiz!! camera jus loves me!! didnt i mention tat... lol!! i look aweful.. haiz.. look at how fat i am... yea i know if im eatin so much how can i loose weight... im not allowed too.. i look better this way and not thin, i dun agree i m gonna loose weight.. slowly but surely!! =)


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7:23 AM


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NeVa GoNNa LeT HiM Go...

Im typing this all over again.. all cos of this stupid new blogspot... Argh!! On the 5th of Feb i had a good day.. was happy to meet them after school.. had dinner.. was stuffed of cos was punished all cos rakesh came first and i was 2nd followed by those 2, we were attacked wit soo much of food, had nasi padang, with chicken and carrot cake.. i was fed ok.. like literally stuffed in my mouth, paul feeds me small amt this is huge amount.. my poor small mouth.. hahaha i know u guys will be thinkin, she talks soo much still say small mouth.. We were bloated.. we seriously had to take a walk.. so we walked ard lookin for a hair saloon for rakesh as he had to get his hair cut for his first day of job trainin the next day.. all the saloons were packed and also the prices were really high... so he went to the 10 mins shop, where they jus cut only.. once he was out.. we decided to take a ride all the way to jurong point from toa payoh.. on the way there was more like our own couple time.. where we were listenin to music, talkin and playing.. Once we reached jurong.. we had photo takin sessions.. at the interchange, while waitin for a double decker bus so we cud go up sit n have fun, as paul and nori has got very good voice, were suppose to sing, but from singing it became open talk, Paul started off talkin abt his flashback wit me, cos those 2 had no idea wat all really happened between us, he told them how much he went thru, all that he wanted for, wat an ass he was and wat a bigger ass i was.. i was really touched he was really sweet, wen he told them very proudly abt how much im supposed to be pampered, and how much he loves me, and i knew at that very moment when i saw izan's face.. all tat was running in her mind was" ran ur really lucky to get a guy like him!" i know, im very thankful for tat, im very very lucky to have gotten him, im really happy to be with him.. im missin him now.. Back to the 5th it as her turn wen she spoke abt her past, all that she went thru, all the probs and everything.. i mean the amt she has been hurt, its normal a gal goes thru so much in life, but its the worst wen it comes to the one she loves and bein hurt by them, i knew how she was feelin inside, all the past runnin thru her mind, did make her upset.. she was down.. but wat was runnin in our minds were " he is really lucky to get someone like her, hopefully he changes now!" but atleast he spoke to her, sat wit her in the bus all their way back home.. and i was with my sweetie, talkin n he dropped me at my place so tat he cud take the bus from my place.. and also get wat he wanted.. lol!! muax! love u loosu paiyan!! im missin u..


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1:37 AM


YSunday, February 04, 2007



Im always late in blogging.. this for the 4th of Feb, was home all afternoon.. was updating abt my past 2 days.. then decided to go down to meet my frendz.. All the tension with izan went down the drain after she received the phone call from her bf, he came down to where we were.. we had dinner.. spoke laughed.. Was pissed with eliza with how she treated rakesh, It was jus chit chats and laughs over junk food and drinks.. Me n eliza came back to my place.. and she was talkin to mum, then i sent her back ard ten plus.. was a usual sweet normal day..


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10:07 PM


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This for the 2nd of Feb:
Had so much fun with qis gundu, we ate, we spoke, we made a fool of ourselves, we ate again, we spoke more, she got choked over some stupid couple kissin tat she spat tom yam soup on my face.. laughed like mad ppl, thanks for the spicy dinner.. we were looked upon like we were lesbos, gave us lots of weird looks.. but who cares.. gals who r frends who care for each other in a physical way.. doesn mean lesbian love.. haiz!! I had a gd time wit her.. We are sure to do it more often u crazy horse..

The Sleepy eyes explains how tired i was after havin

so much of fun with her..

this pic was taken while waitin for the bus back from the airport!!LoVe Ya!!

Now for the 3rd of Feb:

Hmm... had an extremely beautiful day.. Was sweet.. was romantic.. it was like bondin sessions.. hahaha!! was happy to see him after a long time, although its a week plus but it felt like ages.. Went out with nori her bf and of cos us, Went to east coast.. had a long walk before we got to the food.. it was really long.. but it was ok cos of the person i was with.. Hehehe all this kissies and huggies i got.. who would mind walkin if u got all tat included.. Walked n walked saw soo many ppl, having fun, so many dogs.. the waves were beautiful.. the weather was great.. the evenin yest was soo breezy, havin books and work and vehicles and noise all ard u for so long, wen u actually go to the beach everythin seemed soo refreshing.. Our Food was yummy.. but before we had our feast gettin a place to sit was difficult.. was extremely crowded.. but a nice couple gave their seat up to us, although there were quite many others waitin ard that place.. We ate.. happily, lots of smiles on pual's face.. cos he was eatin proper meals after a long time.. i was really happy to see him eat.. soo cute.. he ate so well.. i wish i cud upload pics we took, but its in rakesh(izan's bf) phone.. so we have to wait till he activates his gprs.. he has a cybershot phone.. and he lost his cable.. how sad!! i had yummy sugar can juice.. We had bbq chix, roti john, chicken rice, prawn mee, fried kway teow and nori's milo dinosaur!! hahaha!! all she did jus to be able to drink tat, with our filled tummy we headed for a walk again.. this time walkin to find a nice place to have our own sweet time.. we found them the bench which was rite beside us but u know how well they have given space from one bench to the other.. we had to sit rite under a coconut tree.. with the branch hangin over the bench.. we spoke.. shared wat we went thru this whole time we werent talkin well, and of cos there were more magical huggies and kissies.. then we went over to their bench as they called us over.. then we four sat on one bench and spoke, abt ppl abt their ride together.. and our ride together, the probs they went thru and no matter wat probs izan is goin thru wit her bf or wat her bf was saying, wen we spoke, we spoke from our hearts, wen each of us were talkin abt one another i cud feel love comin out from them, as in how much she meant to him, how much paul means to me and vice versa, deep down all our hearts were one thing, is to be able to end up with one another for the rest of our lives, rakesh being this tall big lookin villain person as ive known, always hurtin her but he still runs back to her, i know he sounds like a mental patient, was extremely diff , he said a few things to me he had to do, to be wit her, and he told me why he acts tat crazy way, for us to believe him or not, its up to him to prove us, im the most happiest to see anyone ard me happy.. she is my fren im sure i will love to see her happy.. i know no matter how much she curses cries and says she hates him, she knows deep down inside that he is the only one she wants to spend her rest of her life with, i hope things do go well for her.. I had a wonderful time, i will sure put up pics once its transferred... the best part was wen izan said "di u know, i was eatin and wen i suddenly looked up, u n paul looked like a married couple, not like u both are bf n gf!" hahaha shud have seen the smile on paul's face!! U know instead of braggin jus to round it up, bein with the person u love.. its jus amazing!! i hope everyone had a gd day.. smile always!! will be back later to blog abt today.. muax! love ya ma.. im gonna meet 2 gundus in awhile..



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1:48 AM


YThursday, February 01, 2007



Woke up wit a splittin bad headache.. Was wondering why.. was fine all the other days.. little while later i started havin a temperature.. later that i realise i was havin cramps.. and i got my bloody period.. Man was i sufferin all over again.. jus like every other month.. was tryin to sleep but the pain so unbearable.. Spoilt my plans of going to the temple and watching kavadis of this yr... how sad! haiz!! my parents left ard 6 plus in the evenin.. leavin me home alone.. Was dead bored.. called my darlin bf jus to see how he was doin at sch, since he is vegeterian and the school doesn have any kinda vege food ard.. he actually stays empty stomach till the time he gets home, now wit his exams ard the corner he stays in sch till ard 9 or 10 pm studyin wit his frends.. so was talkin to him, he felt bad tat i was strugglin alone in pain.. he said he wished to be here wit me, i know he really wanted too... but he had his project n all to do.. told me to go have my dinner and call him back later.. so i did as i was kinda hungry.. all i had was cup noodles.. was watchin tv, was also wonderin why hasnt he called me or replied to my sms.. was abt to dial his number..wen i received a call from him he said" hi ma i jus finish studyin, will be leavin sch now, will call u once i get back ok?" i went okay... very suspiciously.. cos if he was goin home.. he wud have said talk to me since im goin back.. i mean incomin free im sure u wud want company on ur way back.. but i thought maybe cos he was goin back wit arun so i didnt wanna disturb.. not even 5 secs later.. he called me again.. then he asked if my parents were back n so on, i said no they wud be back by ten, he said u sure.. i said yes why.. he said ok then open ur door.. from tat very moment till the time i saw him walk pass my window i kept sayin "oh my god oh my god!!" continuously.. i really dont know why, i didnt get to open my door cos my darlin cutie was barkin so loud.. and i didnt want my busybody neighbours to see... i stood at my window.. and wen he saw me he smiled and i started tearing.. he bought for me food and also panadol.. cos i didnt have cash to get panadols for myself.. he came all the way from sch jus to make me feel better.. i was soo happy.. but u know after awhile i suddenly realise how pathetic i look.. with my messy hair tied to a bun, my pale face wit not even eyeliner... i was like gosh i look horrible.. and like he read my mind.. he said u look so pale and yet u look soo sweet... So sweet ah!! im soo lucky la! my sis was like he is sooo sweet.. can i have him ka!! i said wat i had to say lol!! hahaha!! she was tellin me how her ex bfs were.. and how they used to complain over how they wish she wud look or dress wen they met, i was like wat a jerk!! she said there are lots more guys like tat.. hmm.. i hope noone ends up wit guys like tat.. Im jus soo blessed to be wit someone lik him.. I love him loads.. wont wanna trade him for anyone else.. Seein him earlier jus made all my pain fly away.. im feelin way better now.. emotionally.. hehehe!! sat i cant wait for sat.. i wish like the uno game i can skip friday!! Love ya all.. hope u all had a gd day.. Nietz!Muax!!


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11:55 PM