YThursday, August 19, 2004
my mood jus sucks..!
Had a horrible horrible day.. and wen i have a horrible day tat is wen my brains start thinking like why do we gals have to go through so much! Its really aint easy bein a gal with all the responsibilities and pain we go thru in life but of cos there are the gd points of bein one la, but as for today as it was one of the bad points on y i was born a gal cos i go thru lots of pain wen the time of the month comes as in real terrible pain, my whole day was soo screwed up.. n my mood is really bad further more cos of this i didnt get to go to sch again.. Sorry chitra for not bein able to turn up today but my cramps r really bad hope u understand! Chitra is this nut case fren of mine who is really fun to be with but hte prob with her is she is never happy abt things which happens ard her n she always thinks for the worst.. way before she knows wats gonna turn out rite? she will think its for the worse.. n i really get damn pissed with her at times for this n she knows tat but its jus i haven gotten the heart to scold her cos of tat sweet little innocent face she has all the time, but tat doesnt mean she is all tat innocent la aiyoo she knows lots but will never admit it n if anybody out there thinks ur a quiet person its cos they dun know u so pls dun lie anymore ok.. She is a great frend to me actually u r my best fren jus like jane n fars.. but u became my best bud in such a short time because i jus had the feelin i knew u very well eva since i saw u or started this frendship with u so wen u say i dun understand how it feels like to look like u i actually do cos i have gone thru it too n i m serious!U think i haven got bad remarks n all ah? i did n i still do not everyone thinks the same way wen someone thinks i look nice its cos they know me n then they comment noone jus comment on someone befpre gettin to know tat person,n if they do it will be something bad as for me la.. i have been thru wat u think n so on but its no use wen i used to feel like the way u did nothin worked even wen i know i can do things i jus turn it down cos i care for wat others think we shouldnt.. U r a great gal n everything will turn out well for ur gd geart n as for ur life partner u will meet him in any situation or age, wat all of us have to do is jus wait for the right time.. :o) purigiratha sundari?? hehehehe i was all alone today n very quiet not even hanging on the phone with anyone, even my darlin couldnt call cos he was busy in camp.. really missed tat porukki! love ya lots ma n hope to talk to u tom atleast.. Good night sweet dreams n Love ya all peepz!!N guess wat tom is my little Devils Birthday n tat devil will be turning sweet 16!! Hopefully i have a better day tom..
•I LoVe The Way U LuV Me*.
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