~*My LoVe DiArY*~.

YThursday, September 30, 2004

Well relieved alittle cos my flash project's deadline is postponed to next week... yippee!! Anyway things have been ok but i m feeling soo tired n sleepy cos the weather is cold n nice..Aiyaa life is so boring but its goin on ok.. today was a fun day at school.. n there is a bit of improvement between me n vasanthan...

•I LoVe The Way U LuV Me*.
11:31 PM

YWednesday, September 29, 2004

PoEmS

Love is being honest with yourself at all times

being honest with the other person at all

times telling, listening, respecting the truth

and never pretending

Love is the source of reality

Love is like magic

And it always will be.

For love still remainsLife's sweet mystery!!

Love works in waysThat are wondrous and strange

And there's nothing in life

That love cannot change!!

Love is the answer

That everyone seeks....

Love is the language,That every heart speaks!!

Love can't be bought,It is priceless and free,

Love, like pure magic,

Is life's sweet mystery!!

Guess i m getting better at this cos i understand the reality in life.. and of cos its mostly abt love, cos one who is in love or who falls out of love.. will understand all this better.. as for me i m still in love with the person who has stolen my little heart.. but to be or not to be is still a question mark??

•I LoVe The Way U LuV Me*.
12:26 PM

YTuesday, September 28, 2004

pics taken of me being devilic...Hahahahaha

Look at my finger it looks extremely long... like a witches.. n its a sweet in my mouth which looks like a single tooth.. ;)

•I LoVe The Way U LuV Me*.
9:51 PM

my mangkuk fren shan.. cute rite??

he think he model la tats it!!Hahahaha

All the best to u in ur future.. Hope u reach ur goal

of becoming a micro biologist ok mangu??

•I LoVe The Way U LuV Me*.
9:46 PM

pic of me gettin bullied.. hehehehe (look idiotic rite??)

•I LoVe The Way U LuV Me*.
9:44 PM

YSunday, September 26, 2004

Words which i wasnt able to express to you..

Each day goes by and I can feel the love inside of me just growing BIGGER and BIGGER. And there is nothing stopping it. Even though I try not to. And when you're not here with me, I feel like I am falling apart inside. And when we are fighting I just wan't to die. I feel like I don't have a heart. Is it love that I feel when I look at you. Something inside of me just says DON'T LET HIM GO!!

Guess its not true anymore i m havin a hard time lettin u go.... After all the chances n the amount of time i forgave u.. tell me do u think i should give u chance????

•I LoVe The Way U LuV Me*.
8:13 PM

Yesterday was meant to be me and my bf's 6th month anniversary.. and i guess tat will be our last one too... All the lies the anger the words jus flew and the things he did yesterday jus blew my top off,I guess its no point in me forgiving him everytime he does a mistake how long do u think i can hold on??U never know how much i actually love u vasan unless u r jane.. i dun think even chitra knows how much i love u, but the effort time n love i put into u has always turn out to be, u steppin me all over the place, tell me do i deserve this for loving u and giving myself a chance??U drove me to scream n say things to u u made me say fuck off, it was u who drove me crazy... its all because of ur lies, lies and nothin but ur lies.. I have tried so much for this relationship to work but u never let me, u spoil things for the both of us,u did a mistake yes but it was somethin which u could have avoided! as jane said u dug ur own grave!All i wanted from u is ur love n honesty, if tat u cannot give me wat else can u do??U know how hard is it to hurt myself n tell u to move on with life without me, i feel the pain i have never felt even for my ex, I guess u will move on after a few days of pain but i can tell u this is it, i m not gonna get myself into this... i have never been against love n i never will, it takes two ppl very much in love to make things happen but as for us guess we r not meant for each other.. Not everyone who falls in love will end up like me.. I m asking u to leave me alone i dunno for how long.. to make sure i dun regret with my decision or go ahead with my decision is all up to u... as i m tellin u now i m still in love with u and nothing has changed abt the love i have for u but u have jus killed everything else i had for u in me..!!!

•I LoVe The Way U LuV Me*.
6:55 PM

Wat was wrong with blogger this few days.. i couldnt even get to post anything... i m soo pissed annoyed hurt n heart broken... guess everything is over!!!!I m stressed up so much tat i m sick havin very bad flu and headache... wish i could end all this... :(

•I LoVe The Way U LuV Me*.
4:35 PM

YWednesday, September 22, 2004

i m soo loved!

•I LoVe The Way U LuV Me*.
9:10 AM

Near.. Far.. Whereever u are, u will be here in my heart and my heart will go on and on.. isnt that so sweet, tats the power of love peepz.. i cried earlier once again!! sentimental me.. Rose found her true love but she never got to be with him, but she lived on cos of the promise she made and the thing he did for her was great.. he gettin numb n freezin in the cold water while she was safe... Wat a moment and it was really sweet n sad and everything i jus feel the love for everyone and how important it is in our horrible world..Vasanu u know wat i love u and lets go back to wat i was suppose to write abt today.. well had n done with my pc architecture practical n guess wat i passed.. so thank god la so we ended at ard 11+ and my next lesson was suppose to be at 1 pm but my theory lesson is online learning so no need to go class so then my next lesson after tat is at 3.30 to 6 can u imagine.. aiyaa wat to do.. sch?? mus go thru with it!!Stress la.. So we ate at sch me keng yam elias n chittu then we took a bus ride all the way to sengkang then went window shoppin at the same time tried gettin ideas on wat to get my vasanthan on his birthday!!So came back for our lesson on time.. and my form teacher had a email abt sending 5 students from the class to cambodia for some community work its computer project, guess i was keen n interested so was keng yam n we were brain washin chittu now she doesnt mind so we will get mote info abt it on thursday.. hopefully gals are allowed to go.. its gonna be for december holidays..Vasanu i know i will have to leave u but its only for a short while my dearie..K peepz guess tats all me too in the mood of death n sorrow so guess will be going to dreamland now.. so love ya all n my baby bf i will always love u... mmuuaacckksss ma..

•I LoVe The Way U LuV Me*.
12:40 AM

YTuesday, September 21, 2004

Well as u all know today was my first day of sch after a week of break.. hmm i was soo sleepy n tired to get out of bed but some how got my ass out!! hahahaha the saddest thing was i went to sch n my first lesson was the most long n draggy lesson cause of the teacher teachin us tat subject aiyoo she made us all actually go back to sleepy mode again.. somehow managed thru her lesson n went on for the next n got our test marks n i jus passed it.. n guess wat my teacher suspects tat i n chittu cheated n wants to know y same marks n so on.. but the fact was our answers were wron n rite on diff questions so he let us go.. Thank god..., Had one meal today n fruits for dinner, so i actually ate peepz dun grumble.. by doin this i aint gonna be freaking skinny all!!The fats i have is not easy to loose la n i know tat...Came home at 4 today n was irritating my sis n all was talking to my mum abt me being a adorable baby n child n the way i spoke n captured everyone's heart.. oh she also said i could speak fluent beautiful tamil at teh age of 2 and now the words cant even stick my tongue!Hahahahahaa anyway i m chattin with chittu n my annae jus called this two ppl dun sound good, tehy have something in their hearts which is troublin them but they jus wont say it.. Chittu she is a gd gal after a bit of pressure she will tell but my annae wont he hates troubling ppl as if it is la.. i m not gonna let him go i make sure he tells me wats wrong.. Hopefully its not cos of janey, wish they didnt have a quarrel again?? Hopefully it will be better tom la.. And of cos me n my vasanu are fine.. he is back to his camp(second home) n i m here at home.. Missin him though.. Vasanthan i know how much u miss me but its jus tat we have to go thru this till we reach workin life n all ma.. Sorry ma for not bein able to talk to u.. was really busy at sch n at home.. Love u lots ma.. n i got a surprise for u on our anniversary over here so do keep reading ok... So my wonderful frends love ya ll too.. and as usual u ppl always rock my world!!MmmmuuuuUuAAaaaCCcccKKkkkkSSSSssss!!!

•I LoVe The Way U LuV Me*.
12:10 AM

YMonday, September 20, 2004

Yeay!! look at my pretty blog jus finished doing it.. i m soo tired going off to sleep now!! No i m gonna read chittu blog first.. then go sleep tired la hope my day is fine tom..

•I LoVe The Way U LuV Me*.
12:53 AM

YSunday, September 19, 2004

hmm... its sunday already.. n i will be back to school tom.. and another term of stressful school life.. hopefully i go thru it n atleast get b's my attendance is bad but from now i will be comin n hope i do well la.. Had a normal day, watched tv did little housework n all but i m very tired cos i have not been eatin well n i m not yet used to it.. i used to be like tat before i met my darling bf now i m even worse.. so mus loose weight n i got no appetite cos of my monthly thing.. aiyaa poor ladies who go thru all this!!Hopefully i loose weight before deepavali then my aunt doesnt have to comment on me.. Oh ya cried today while watchin a tmail movie called kasi.. i m a real sentimental person man.. cry n cry jus now.. hahaha maybe cos i can feel wat they go thru.. aiyaa thank god i m born in singapore n not in india in some kind of village.., Now i m soo bored waiting for my dear frends to come online n especially my new frend!! something wrong with my blog there is the counter thing but its coming at the wrong place.. aiyaa stupid must wait for someone to get the code out... Life has been the same n i m still surviving.. As for love life.. we have been ok n of cos there are little arguements here n there, but nothing big n horrible so far.. its gonna be our 6th month anniversary soon in 6 days time.... but totally its actually 10 months i have known him.. And on the 25th a new poem i wrote for him will be posted, the only person who has read tat poem is chittu..k peepz i need to go to the shop to buy for my cuttie her food!, now i can go see vasanu also... heheheehe... Have a great day tom n gd nite everyone love ya all...

•I LoVe The Way U LuV Me*.
8:05 PM

YSaturday, September 18, 2004

Its been so long ah? sorry for not updating but been busy n my comp was givin me probs.. anyway everything is going on ok.. and i suffered alot today.. had terrible cramps cried alot n was really going thru hell other then tat life is ok and my vasanu is fine too.. will update more tom.. gd nite guys n i love ya all...

•I LoVe The Way U LuV Me*.
11:43 PM

YTuesday, September 14, 2004

Did lots of work today!!Tired N SleepY!

•I LoVe The Way U LuV Me*.
8:20 AM

YMonday, September 13, 2004

missy

Look at tat innocent face n all it wants from someone... I m soo upset jus watched animal planet n it was abt this puppy whose name was missy.. she was way smaller then this.. n she had probs with eating, n lots more.. she went thru 3 operations in jus a few days.. but everytime she nearly escaped death n wen she wakes up she always looks very happy n loves to be cuddled.. everyone there seemes to have bonded with ehr n r real close, she wasnt puttin on weight but was loosin proteins in ehr body n becoming smaller.. watever she ate wouldnt go to her stomach, she looked so adorable n they tried everything they could but nothin worked.. so they intended to put her to sleep but the pwner said she wanted to bring her home n maybe by seeing missy's other sibs she would recover.. but 8 weeks later poor missy passed away in her sleep.. i cant stop cryin i m so upset for her.. all tat she went thru at that age n the owner made an album for the hospital cos they really loved her.. Its too early n i wonder y must lives be taken y not let all the gd ones n animals be alive forever... i feel so lost for missy.. n if it was my baby gal i dunno wat will become of me..

•I LoVe The Way U LuV Me*.
4:36 PM

YSunday, September 12, 2004

hmm.. well haven updated cos was busy studying for my test n its all over.. but my stress isnt over cos i got project to do... hmm.. tired of school!!everything is fine between me n vasanu the reason for my attitude towards him was stress n nothing else.. but i still love him... k guess will update more tom.. love ya all.. n i need to go talk to my annae n vasanu on conference... always out there to spoil my sleep la this two guys...

•I LoVe The Way U LuV Me*.
11:46 PM

aiyaa boring boring 7 days n how m i gonna spend them.. n i dun even know wat to do for my MCC project.. i need help big time.. if i tot doing the proposal was tough guess this is gonna be worse.. Hopefully on thursday i get to go out cos its my close frend's elias n keng yam's birthday celebration.. hopefully i m allowed to go.. wish my dad allows.. but wat do i get them aiyaa another stress now!! But i m grateful to have such gd frends who will do anything for one another.. n they all jus care abt me... how sweet rite?? tats y i love my frends a whole lot!!

•I LoVe The Way U LuV Me*.
6:45 PM

Maybe i m being paranoid... maybe i m feelin jealous.. or maybe as a gf i jus need to know wat the hell is happening.. But to him is i m suspecting n i dun trust him.. yea i dun have full trust on u cos of the times u have hurt me n brought me down.. I dunno wat u r up too but it better be something gd n not bad.. u dun tell me things wen i need to know but u tell me wen u r back or after it has happened wats the point of telling me then.. see i m not controllin u or interupting ur personal life but as long as i know u r out n with whoever n wat time u will be back n all i will be fine.. but if u say one thing then i hear something else of cos i will suspect!!.. i know u need freedom n so do i.. leave me alone wen i m out or with my frends n seriously wen i get pissed or angry with u, dun come bugging me by trying to make up for it cos wen i m angry leave me alone if not worse things will happen.. guess u learnt that by now.. Aiyaa fallin in love or wooing someone isnt as hard as it is being in a realtionship!Hmm... guess i shouldnt crack my head over it la.. better things to do.. Thanks chittu for ur song on my greting wat u sang i actually saved it not gonna erase till it does by itself.. I have got a bad hair day la.. my hair is in its worse condition cos i used my dad's shampoo n it sucks... Aiyoo everything is goin wrong i guess..!!

•I LoVe The Way U LuV Me*.
6:30 PM

YTuesday, September 07, 2004

Me got to study for my Multimedia Interfacing test tom.. 6 freakiing chapters.. and i and chittu are gonna split so i stay 3 chaps n she study the other 3 and tom join our brains together... aiyaa then thursday i got two freaking tests!!My life is sooo miserable..K need to go study now be back at 9 to fill in more alritezz?Love ya all... n hate my sch! hahahhaa

•I LoVe The Way U LuV Me*.
8:02 PM

YSunday, September 05, 2004

Well nothing much happened today... but i woke up in a shock cos of my weird dream which involves koli... then helped my dad n really enjoyed the hindi movie tehzeeb on central,then was watching "red" i actually really enjoyed the movie, had awful fish curry my dad made, luckily my mum came back on time to make things rite... but i still had to eat the curry and bread for dinner.. it burned my throat, i have to stop eating i m bloating n becoming more ugly with all my pimples coming back... i m fat ugly n i dunno wat.. hate seein myself in the mirror!!, hehehe chittu read my poem n she said tat i actually have lots of talents within me as in she thinks i can sing well n all.. but its not i m not gd at anything..I jus do all this cos i like doing it n i dun need anyone to recognise cos i m not gd at it!!!AAAAaaaaaaaaaaa i m soo awful lookin n my sch is giving me stress too... my teachers are all not helpgul!!I better stop here n get my ass to bed soon k so gd nite everyone.. Love ya all..

•I LoVe The Way U LuV Me*.
10:51 PM

Hey guys i know u ppl r not gonna beleive it.. but i m gonna write a poem dedicated for my vasanu.. i never expected myself for my scribbles to turn out to be a poem...Hopefully u ppl like it..To my wonderful vasanthan..I know u have not seen me n u miss me alot i jus wanna let u know no matter how far away u r from me, u will always be in my heart.. i really hope u like wat i have scribbled..So here it goes...

Someone So special
someone so true
someone so sweet
That someone is you ma....

Someone so caring
someone so heartfelt
someone so open
That's how i see u ma....

Someone so cheerful
someone so unpredictable
That'a wat attracted me to u ma....

Heart full of gold
heart full of love
heart full of trust
Thats how i describe u ma.....

Ma I ReAlLy LoVe U Ma....
MuAcKsss!...

Hopefully it doesnt make u ppl feel like vomitting i know its very sentimental and all.. but its cos i really miss my vasanthan.. it feels like ages since i have seen him.. so guys pls comment on it.. gd or bad i wanna read..Vasanthan s/0 Letchmanan, pls dun cry all ok.. hahahaha!Love u sweety!

•I LoVe The Way U LuV Me*.
8:57 PM

I cant wait for my miya to come back on wednesday.. tis been so freaking long... i really miss him like crazy.. it aint easy guys wen ur bf is out in the camp n here u r sitting nthinkin abt nothing else but him, at this point of time u jus wish u could turn back time or had magical powers so tat u can have him rite next to u... i wanna tell him how much i love him... but the prob is i m not gd with expressing myself.. wish nothing happens.. wish my parents agree to us, but even if we dun get to be together... i want u to be happy n tat is marrying someone else.. i know its hard n all but u have too.. ma i love u n always will n wen u ask me to forget u jus now if we get seperated tat is somethin which can never happen.. I have fallen in love with u after a long time n u made a difference to me the way u are with me n the way u make me feel wen i m with u is magical.. We do have our ups n downs n i may have said many bad things to u wen i m angry..i m sorry my mouth is jus uncontrollable wen i m angry n i guess u know tat n got hurt also but till today u have never yelled at me or said things like wat i have said... maybe cos i m too adorable n sweet for u to scold rite?? hahaha tats the fact rite ma?? ok ma i wanna say lots of things here but i too tired to type everything out ma.. so happy i got to talk to u before i sleep now.. i love u baby see ya in my dreams n i better be in urs too..Love u n u guys who rock my world jeep rockin all rite cos without u all i wont be alive!!my frends n my loved ones....

•I LoVe The Way U LuV Me*.
12:50 AM

YSaturday, September 04, 2004

Hmmm.. woke up at 9.40 am, had my shower n i was forced to go to the temple with my parents and u know wat.. my idiotic sister escaped cos she had to study!so went to the temple near chinatown or south bridge rd ok the prob with me is i dun even know a single name of the temples in singapore... tats how dumb i m with indian culture.. so after tat went for lunch at bras basah... i went to temple almost 11+ so i got hungry n so did my parents so ate n my dad was behaving like a clown today.. being so holy n so on.. tat gives me tots that he must have done some sins wen he went to batam tats y he wants to be forgiven.. came home ard 2 pm then have been watching tv ever since.. now i got bored of the movie so came to chat with my frends so come back later to update more n oh u know vasanu didnt call the whole morning till a few mins ago jus to say hi n he hung up.. hmm i miss him soo much he will be out only on wed so till then they will be lots of complaints n sentimental blogs.. dun mind ok ppl!! hahahaha Love ya all.. missed my annae also never hear from him for a long time.. hopefully he calls today..

•I LoVe The Way U LuV Me*.
5:46 PM

YFriday, September 03, 2004

pretty

I cant sleep with all the chinese opera n lion dance noise... n here i m chatting with chitra n havin a talk..as in a discussion abt love n guys...Hmm woah her thinkin abt guys n ppl being in love is all wrong n bad, but i think her thinking is thru like wen a guy tells a gal he loves her n wen they r together.. they have to touch each other n kiss each other, but to me that is fine cos for me tat is how u show someone u love them, but my dear chittu say he shouldnt even lay a finger on u before marraige so she needs someone like our grandfather's time to marry her.. cute la she.. hopefully she gets wat she wants n her thinking will be relaxed abit.. but a mistake done once n the next u will make sure it doesnt happen again, n likewise fallin in love once n not being able to continue with it for certain reasons always makes u learn from it, giving urself another chance is going for another gal for some ppl who r serious n not the playful kind of ppl who jus goes on with someone for fun... But some ppl are really serious n everything happens for a reason di.. So Good nite eveyone sweet dreams to u all.. miss my miya alot la he only spoked to me for a few mins n i had to go cos of my annoying dad... Love u guys n love u ma vasanthan.. Chitra stop thinkin abt all this n sleep in peace ok.. atlast all those bangs n noise is over.. peaceful sleep atlast..!!

•I LoVe The Way U LuV Me*.
11:30 PM

I m feeling all alone this past few days maybe cos my miya is too busy to talk to me, aiyaa its ok but i m getting entertained by gp n so on but it doesnt fill my day, missed those days i used to hang on the phone talking fighting laughin n yelling... wish i could see u soon n talk to u now ma, but u r there havin an army open house n here i m at home with an injured toe.. how sad ah?? hmm i m jus on the comp listening to love songs n thinking abt u now.. jus few mins ago i received sms from u thru ur fren's hp really happy tat it was u but i still wanna talk to u.. u cant even come home this sat!!how long m i suppose to wait... Missing u badly vasanthan, u must be having fun washing eyes cos alot of sch gals r there rite??Idiots i dun get to see my own bf but others get too!!Not Fair!ask them all to shut their eyes wen they pass by u... hahaha ok i m jus going crazy.. :P, aiyaa ma jus come home or jus call me to say u love me la ok pls?? later wen u read this blog i dun even know i will wanna hear it from u, but now i do..Gosh u know wat ma.. all those frends of mine who r gonna read this today r gonna think aiyoo ranjini is soo mushy n so sensitive n so soft.. or dunno wat la.. aiyaa embarassing but no other way, i rather type then write in the diary i lazy to write la.. haven updated the green book in awhile will wen i have the time ok sweety!Feels like u r sooo far away now tat u in sg, i didnt feel this way wen u were in tekong suprising ah?i m jus a loosu la.. ok i better stop here vasanthan.. wait more sentimental stuff will come out then my readers out there will be sitiing down n reading with their tears rolling on their lovely cheeks.. especially chittu n fars hahahaa!! jus kidding gals! i feel like crying actually.. hate army wish ur 2 yrs of army life will be over!! Oh no it wont i forgot u r signing on... my god wat a life i m gonna have!K i better go n clean my untidy room before the hitler comes back to pick on me!! ok ma love u so much n i missed u alot too....mmmmuuaacckksss..!!

•I LoVe The Way U LuV Me*.
4:48 PM

YThursday, September 02, 2004

dreams

This outfit is meant for me n koli.. hahaha in chittu's movie, this is wat i will be wearing for 1 of the songs.. Sweet dreams everyone including me.. Love u all n missing u ppl...And i m not as crazy as she is ok chitra stop saying i m a nut case jus like her.. hehehehe! im sane but cos of u frends i become like tat...

•I LoVe The Way U LuV Me*.
9:50 PM

news!
Know wat of all ppl who is gonna be happy to hear this news is my best bud fars... she is vijay crazy.. goodness today its all abt her i guess cos my mum told me tat vijay is coming to singapore this sat for his opening movie called "madhura", so the first person on my mind was fars! so i msged her n she is soo happy... guess she is gonna make herself looking the best to see him, paithiyam!Hahahahaha... wat a nut case frend i have got, not enough my mum another one so happy her son is comin to singapore.. n i m sure my vasanu will be so happy too cos he is a great fan of vijay's too.. y do i have to end up with all vijay fan's, n y not my darling madhavan.. nevermind i shall have maddy to myself!! hahaha.. anyway today was a ok day had sch from 8 to 11 after tat we could leave cos my pca theory is study on ur own kind of thing.. but u know wat none of us have been studying... we all gonna die wen the test comes.. Hmmm haven spoken to my vasanu he muz be very busy kinda missing him lots today.. Jus spoke to chittu cos she wants me to listen to the jakamma song on the radio wen she says it s my song, so heard it n she going shop now so i came to use the comp, its so annoying limping ard with my injured toe, really hope it gets better i hate not being able to walk properly!!, aiyaa all alone waiting for my sis to get home so tat the noise level will be back to how i like it to be, now its jus me my comp n the songs playing oh ya my baby cuttie sleepin rite beside me..guess tats all for now me gonna jus surf teh net till my devil comes back so get back later tonight, love u ma missing ya badly n hope to get ur phone call soon...

•I LoVe The Way U LuV Me*.
4:30 PM

YWednesday, September 01, 2004

stuck!
This is like me in between two guys who love me.. but the third guy isnt as bad as pandiya.. he is a great guy with a gd heart n character, always there to make u happy n always there... I have to say gd bye to this guy cos atfirst i tot his love for me wasnt true n i can easily change his mind by introducing him to someone else n so on.. but i realised it isnt gonna work.. cos he is too in love with me n he is nver gonna give up on me.. its been 2 yrs n he still hasnt!!, I want u to move on find someone who wont betray u n reject ur love, someone loves u n u know it she still does but she realise she cant get a place in ur heart... i know u r never gonna read this but hope someday someone tells u abt it.. I know its hard for u to move on, but i have to cos u r becoming too crazy by hurting urself n all.. u dun have too pls.. I dunno y its so hard for me maybe cos its been 2 yrs since i know u n all the good moments n happy times u have given me, although it was hard for me to communicate with u, we somehow did n had lots of fun u were there wen i was all alone but i m sorry if i have hurt u but i have got no choice.. And miya after readin all this stop confusing urself i m not gonna go anywhere cos i love u n nothin is gonna change tat ok.. AAaawwww my toe really hurts i cant even move its so painful! Hopefully everyone is happy ard me.. Thanks cinthia for ur advice n ur help i understand how u feel but never give up n everythin will be ok.. Good Nite ppl hopefully i feel better tom..

•I LoVe The Way U LuV Me*.
9:42 PM

ouch!
I jus hurt my last little toe on my left foot.. n it swollen n i can hardly walk.. i m limping around here n there.. Hope it gets better tomorrow... Pain la aiyoo..!!

•I LoVe The Way U LuV Me*.
8:54 PM

Why m i so confused.. y is it so hard for me to say good bye... is it cos of the times we spent togather or is there something more then jus tat??? if there is y do i feel it now???

•I LoVe The Way U LuV Me*.
6:13 PM