It takes a minute to like someone,
 It takes an hour to love someone,
It takes a life time to forget someone.
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YSunday, September 26, 2004

Yesterday was meant to be me and my bf's 6th month anniversary.. and i guess tat will be our last one too... All the lies the anger the words jus flew and the things he did yesterday jus blew my top off,I guess its no point in me forgiving him everytime he does a mistake how long do u think i can hold on??U never know how much i actually love u vasan unless u r jane.. i dun think even chitra knows how much i love u, but the effort time n love i put into u has always turn out to be, u steppin me all over the place, tell me do i deserve this for loving u and giving myself a chance??U drove me to scream n say things to u u made me say fuck off, it was u who drove me crazy... its all because of ur lies, lies and nothin but ur lies.. I have tried so much for this relationship to work but u never let me, u spoil things for the both of us,u did a mistake yes but it was somethin which u could have avoided! as jane said u dug ur own grave!All i wanted from u is ur love n honesty, if tat u cannot give me wat else can u do??U know how hard is it to hurt myself n tell u to move on with life without me, i feel the pain i have never felt even for my ex, I guess u will move on after a few days of pain but i can tell u this is it, i m not gonna get myself into this... i have never been against love n i never will, it takes two ppl very much in love to make things happen but as for us guess we r not meant for each other.. Not everyone who falls in love will end up like me.. I m asking u to leave me alone i dunno for how long.. to make sure i dun regret with my decision or go ahead with my decision is all up to u... as i m tellin u now i m still in love with u and nothing has changed abt the love i have for u but u have jus killed everything else i had for u in me..!!!


•I LoVe The Way U LuV Me*.
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