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Friends who were so close shared almost everything laughed our lungs out.. had same views n disagreed on some ppl.. Now everything has changed.. n it all happens wen our sch is nearing the end.. Why does all this happen?? y cant there be frendship tat lasts like the way we always want it to be.. I m shocked n confused today.. Realli upset n hurt too, Past three days since chitz been acting weird n wen i ask her y, she is a person who shares everything with me, for the first time said nothin n its personal so i said fine n i left her.. but she continued showing faces n not joining in, n all we tot was she is pissed with either one of us or actually all 3 of us.. Wen i meant 3 it was me jane n jieni.. N today she avoids us n was soo quiet n she didnt wanna come wen we called her n all she said was she didnt feel like coming.. tat moment i guess she knew my mood went off n i had nothing to say to her cos i realli wanted to know wat the hell was on her mind?? My mood was really down the whole day even at jieni's place i was surprisingly quiet n all i did was smile n talk wen they wanted me too.. Aiyaa how come all of a sudden she says she feels like the odd one out n we leave her out i mean we always talk together disturb each other together n so on.. n y she makes it hard on her self n thinks abt all kinds of things.. k it may be stress but we all r stress too.. u mean we all dun want to go to the poly n we dun have expectations to meet.. we all do but wat can we do but jus do our work n give it our best.. Everyone has probs at home.. its jus a matter of u knowing if they do or not, as u know some ppl like to say n share n some dun, all of us go thru the same things u do.. u know y tats called life n it isnt easy for any of us.. All i wanna know is if u really think we left u out y werent u openin up to say wat u felt, wen we had probs with him all u said was i m nothin like tat i would atleast say how i m feelin.. now u tell me by doing this today did u jus not prove urself wrong, all i want is a strong frendship between all of us.. no fights no quarrels no arguements.. I m sorry if u think tat way n i seriously dun mind sacrificing my conversations i have with them.. n if u think i m not allowing u to get involved with them i m sorry too but i dunno wat i have done n wat i should do.. i dun even know wat i m sayin here is rite or wrong.. wat i m doin this moment is my hands are typin down how i feel n my tears is used for a gd reason today.. i m crying for my frend whom i love soo much n want to be with as long as i may live.. But if tat has to end jus wanna say ur memories will forever stay n not a single bit m i gonna let it fade.. gd nite n love ya all guys..
•I LoVe The Way U LuV Me*.
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