Better meanin for this would be i feel like ive got no life.. no enjoyment no happiness no nothing.. im jus stranded all alone with frends who care but yet i feel sooo lonely! Life jus sucks la i was nt born with beauty but y not rich or something.. i really wish i could sleep better n feel better, the person i m becomin is jus not me, i need to be my old self but wats wrong with me??? Im tired for now n in loads of pain body n mind! Gd day n god bless u all