Know i never knew i was lucky enough to meet people like sri devi akka n all my frens.. most ppl say careful and i can bet u ur frens wont be with u wen u have a problem.. as for me not as if all my frends were the rite ppl.. some did make me realise whom i should trust n whom i shouldnt.. but im a person who forgives n forget easily n i easily trust a person.. tats the prob with me and everyone says tats y some ppl climb over my head.. but i cant help it can i.. Anyway jus wanna say thanks for bein a true n patient with me listenin to all my doubts my confusion my probs my happiness everything.. Jus feel real lucky.. to sri akka if u eva read this.. thanks ka.. i dun know u well but as i made the decision a few months back to add u as my frend n so on atfirst i tot y add her i n her have nothin to talk or chat abt, but then again i was wrong.. u never failed to tag me n ask how i m and always msg me on msn.. then as we started taggin each other i felt like u were a sister i always wished to have.. but im glad i do have a sis like u now.. im really happy to have gotten close to u now.. durin sec sch days i had respect for u looked up to u.. n now i love ya.. hahaha take care n everythin u go thru in life has a reason ka jus have to wait n see if it was for the gd or bad.. so wateva the reason is i met u, we will know later i guess till then im glad i have got u in my life.. hehehe u rock simply sweet n gorgeous as her name describes her.. Take care always here for u if u need me my dear sis.. and hey u guys my psychotic frenz will neva forget ya.. n jane wu although ur bloody chinese rite u jus seem to know wat i go thru n wat i think so well.. n hey i do listen to all ur advices but its jus tat i dun wanna get hurt.. i think instead of bein in a relationship wit a guy n loving him.. i'll be much better off with lovin u my frenz.. so love u all i know u all love me too.... hahahaha muuaacckkzzz!!!
Wats with me.. i have got my annoying but cute family n my frends whom i hardly have time to meet up with, but all the more everythin seems fine.. but i feel so bored, life is meaningless, something feels to be missing.. which i dunno y.. all i think abt doesnt seem to be the solution for my feelings.. maybe im jus missing someone badly but tat cant be helped.. Not everyone knows the truth n understands me.. Well jus wish everythin goes on fine.. n i dun wanna loose control n do things which i shouldnt do esp to tat family n him... But maybe its something else im lookin forward too.. My age maybe playin games with me ... Oh man life really is sooo boring.. oh n my i miss my sista.. guess cos i haven spoken to her for quite some time tat poor little gal has been sick so she is asleep wen i get home.. hmm hope she is ok n stupid bitch be awake today atleast.. God bless everyone n love ya all.. mmuuaacckkss