Im havin a very difficult time with probs at home, financial wise and that is really botherin me, its hard for all of us at home, but we are somehow managing it. Now the happiness i get comes from the 2 people whom im always talking to or have been there for me, Paul n Chitra, Chitra has been always there eva since ite days.. her family knows abt me, to me chitz is like a sister i never had. Thats how much i like her. We sometimes give in to each jus to avoid hurtin one another, thats the sweetest part in our frendship. LoVe Ya Di!! The True love, the soulmate, the friend all i thout wouldnt be.. thats how u turned out to be now. Guess this is wat fate is. Everything seemed okay, everyone seemed happy. Your parents ur aunt ur bro all had all the nice things to say. Now when all u said to me abt them, they think your not puttin in ur effort, your lost in ur own world, ur not proving them that u can do well, u act as if u dun need them anymore! All they think the reason behind is "ME!", they question if i wud stay by u thru ur ups n downs, they doubting if im gonna be there, wat more worse can there be?? All this is mean, wen they didnt like me from the start why pretend to? if they thought i wud leave u why say all that they said. Why do they have to be so nice to me n then do all this.. i guess all this words were caused out of anger. I understand, im sure she didnt mean what she said, haiz!! all i wanna say is i love my baby wit all my heart.. no matter who tries to seperate us.. "can go fly kite!!" Love ya baby!!