YTuesday, January 30, 2007
Was home today... was kind of my rest day.. was also supposed to be meant to do all my homework but i was sooo busy wit tv and movies that i forgot... hahaha!! watched kadhalan.. sun tv had to play it for the dunno how manieth times.. but its a movie worth watchin.. to me i think its a very sweet movie... wit super hit songs.. Bloody hell.. my dad is fightin wit my mum.. all cos of stupid cleaniness... dunno wen he will stop and realise there are much important things he has to settle which he has got himself into then this.. Haiz! Well besides watchin the movie on sun tv i also watched pokirri.. was ok kinda cool movie.. already knew bitx n pieces abt the film so i cud actually predict wats comin up next.. but the actors all did a gd job for their roles.. Was watchin tv.. annoyin my sis.. feeding the new addition to the family.. ive got a pond filled with soo many fishes... and 2 bull frogs.. they dun look lke a bull or anythin.. i jus wonder why they got tat name.. kinda peaceful lookin at them swimming ard.. although i jus wonder how boring their lives can be.. hmm.. 3 days pass on the way to the 4th day now.. im sure time flies pretty fast.. so please speed it up, hey and all who tagged me.. thank u, so sweet for bein sooo sweet lol! i will be strong.. i know i will have many more such situations to come.. one of the biggest nightmare is he goin into ns, haiz!! hopefully i will be stronger then... us pooor gals.. Even then its gonna be all the more jus to strengthen our relationship.. all this we go thru is gonna be like tests to ourselves and our love for each other.. mmmm i love u and i always will... Im neva gonna look anywhere else for a better person, ive already got the best.. Love ya.. thank u for makin my life so wonderful.. see all i wanna say to u, im sayin it here.. but after all that is over.. u can come read it for urself.. Oh the other thing im like being questioned alot abt is the rumour which is going ard sayin that shaila has commited suicide.. Shaila nair our sg artist.. i wonder.. i mean after her sex video, she will never be able to appear on tv again.. but if she did commit suicide wont it be out on the news or on radio n stuff.. she is a popular artist rite?? lets jus wait n see.. scary!!Love ya all.. have a wonderful day tom.. muax!!
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YMonday, January 29, 2007
Well its a blue monday.. Why cos i had to wake up so early to get my ass to school.. Was irritated with my supervisor at work, till now i still am... Had a ok day at school, had english.. where we had a discussion of our economy now in singapore.. had loads more of homework given... then had my word skills lessons.. where i got to creat an account in gmail and used spreadsheet.. did a little test as well.. jus to get us ready for our exam.. so soon rite.. Hmm despite all this i had him in my head.. im missin him real bad.. i dunno why.. but its not like i dun talk to him.. its like he doesn exist.. it felt weird.. i was tearin all the way home., jus cos im not used to him him.. bein near yet so far.. he hasnt even spoken to me normally.. i know all u want to say is being said to me every sec, i know now that u cant live without a day not tellin me how much u love me or how much i mean to u... I know balqis is going eeeeee gross gross.. but as i told u i dun care.. cos i dun find it wrong lettin one know how much i love him or i wont even mind lettin the whole world know he is mine!! im proud to be his gf... The love he has for me is somethin i am still askin myself why.. I dun wanna miss him more.. its really awful.. wen he wants to hear me after a long day.. and with all his prayers goin on i cant say what i wanna say.. which leads me to force him to hang up the phone.. im sorry.. but i dun wanna cry cos of the pain there is with jus missin u soo much.. that my eyes keeps gettin filled wit tears.. i jus hope it feels betta tom.. u dun have to be sorry to make me got thru this as well.. its for everyone's good.. and i know i will be able to get thru wit it.. love ya all.. have a gd day tom.. Nitez!! MuAx!!
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Having my comp lessons now.. jus had a break.. it has been 2 days since paul has been fasting.. im findin it hard.. i know he is too.. i jus wanna say i miss him loads.. blog later tonite.. take care everyone!!
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YFriday, January 26, 2007
Had a good day.. Im Happy.. HeHe!! Cos wat i wished for happen.. haiz now im worried my poor bf is havin bad pain nearin his back stomach.. i know its kidney.. i hope he is ok.. jus spoke to him and asked him to go to bed early.. I know he will be ok.. he is my superman so he sure is a strong person.. Nothin is wrong wit him for sure.. Jus like nothin is wrong with that cuckoo doll gal.. I missed her annoyin voice la.. So abt my hair colour bein changed.. Wanna know wat i look like now wit my new colour.. i even got a free haircut.. all cos the aunty said below spoil already must cut.. Wait wont grow.. and she said "i trim for u la!!" but the hair length before was half my back.. and now its only alittle below my shoulders!! How i waited for my hair to get that long.. n she happily jus snip snip snipped it away!! So here have a look of the new mua!!
Hahahaha!! Wat do u all think.. im kinda ok with it.. but i dun really lik it cos im not used to seein a new colour on my head.. everyone said it was very pretty on me.. commented and complimented alot.. but me... still miss my long blonde hair... i know i will start lovin it once im used to seein me as red headed!! Do comment peepz.. i think it looks brighter or better in person.. i guess u shud see it in person to see the real red.. And look how short my hair is now.. I put a table lamp behind me so tat the colour cud be seen.. so maybe it wud be alittle diff in person.. Hmm i hope everyone else had a wonderful day.. Have a great day tom.. LoVe U ALL.. God BleSS EveRyONe.. i LoVe U My SwEeTIe.. MuAx!! NiTeZ!!
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YThursday, January 25, 2007
This post is abt the report on the 24th so how did this day go, especially wen it was my dad's birthday.. Hmm.. was sittin on the comp all day jus doing my dad's work, his emails and all to clients was sent by me.. i sat till now my butt n back is crammed!LoL!! My sis had her hair coloured in 2 tones.. where she looks extremely gorgeous.. yea i know she was already beautiful without the colour now tat its reddish brown she looks like some punjabi gal.. hmm... not fair.. my mum gave birth to me dark n she came out fair!! Fate! hehehe!! but im happy bein in my own skin.. although i wish i jus became thin by jus wishin on it! Haiz!! Probably wud meet up wit chippy and head to the gym with her, but i think all we really have to do is jog and walk lots.. i ate soo much today but its cos it was his birthday dinner! and it was seafood.. dun expect to shut my mouth and watch everyone else chomp down such yummy food!, had a wonderful ride back from east coast.. went to Long Beach Restaurant.. Now abt wat im excited abt later in the mornin is its my turn to change the colour of my hair.. my mum wants me to get rid of the dirty blonde below n have a diff colour.. the hairdresser chose a colour for me, its also gonna be 2 tone kinda thingy.. she also said it will make my face look brighter.. i have this feelin im goona look like a red lion!! Lets see how it turns out.. of cos i will show it.. only is it is nice ah.. Hahahaha!! I better get my ass to bed, my apointment with her is at 10.30, so nitex everyone hope u had a gd day.. hope it wud be a betta day tom.. Love u all.. muax!! I love my bf many many.. muax muax!!
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YWednesday, January 24, 2007
Happy Birthday to my Dad!!He is 54 today.. hmm.. growin older.. and more naggier.. We wished him at 12, then we asked so at wat age are u gonna retire.. and he said, that wud be wen u all finish everything ma(studies), so i guess he will have a long way to go then.. of cos as a daughter i wanna earn enough to support them.. and take care of their needs wen their older... Well today had a fun day although i actually attended a funeral, was my fren's dad who passed away.. the fun was cos of the get to gather we had after almost 2 yrs.. we did meet in between but not all of us in our gang during ite days.. i was the most closest to my classmates then those indian batch outside.. we had lots of fun together then, today all the memories were brought back, we even shared abt how we used to be and llok back then.. i had a great time.. laughin and playing and eating!! Lol!! how can i not do that... yea no wonder my dad was like why dun u go to the gym, i know im fat.. but i dun have the time to do anything!! haiz!! its 2 days since i met my darlin bf.. i wonder how long more i have to wait to see him.. this work he wud be caught up wit sch, next week he is startin his fasting.. so i jus have to wait and complain of all im feeling over here.. I missed him sooo much today.. we didnt get to talk much also =(, I LoVe U!! I know u had a bad day missing me too.. But im always there rite?? Although lookin at ur pics on my phone or my comp doesn replace the feelin wen u rite next to me.. oh no!! im fallin sick!!LoVe sick.. Hehe!!Muax!! Wonder how my dearie fren is doing.. she didnt call me today.. hope she is doing well.. and feelin better.. i missed ya qissy!! Hope all of ya had a gd day.. For my dad's birthday think we will be goin out for dinner.. so will definitely blog after that.. till then dun miss me too much!Muax everyone.. love ya all my nutcases!!
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YMonday, January 22, 2007
Haiz!! Super WoopEr Tired.. didnt get to blog yesterday as my sister was hogging the comp watchin heroes! oh wait, now i forgot the spellin, hope i got it rite.. Well my day yesterday was okay not sooo bad.. i was very moody and tired though, but i had a conversation with my bf's mum, which concerns us as in me n him, she wants us to be together and she wants us to do well, she wants us to not get caught by anyone, or get any one of us in toruble especially wit my family situation, she was giving us rules and regulations.. i know that its out of concern, but come on we r the ones in love wit each other.. we would know how it feels, i dun get it!!Indians Indians Indians.. they bloody thought their mentality, their mouth can drive me up the wall.. All they know is to busybody at others, i mean if they showed half the concern on their pwn lives they wud be doin great in life, i see soo many couples on the road soo happy, dun even bother abt who is lookin at them, or who is saying what about them?? why cant we be the same? I know my dad shouldnt find out before he finishes his poly.. but if he does it means he was meant to know abt us.. im willing to go thru it, i mean im not running away wit him, im with someone i love n u jus saw us outside, for all that i have been doing, no staying out, no going out, i listen to what you want me to do, im in the job which u want me to be in, all im gonna be asking is to make my paul's wife.. i hope that day wen i ask him to come and ask for my hand in marraige, wudnt be a disaster as how we feel it is, i hope by then my dad is changed.. So back to his mum, she was tellin me how much she went thru wen she was in love with her husband, i know its not somethin we cant do.. i jus wish life was more easier on us, Haiz!! Had my classes today.. was kinda boring but was happy to see them.. we did english exercises, my teacher actually lost her voice so she made us do worksheets.. handed in my previous assignments.. not bad did quite well.. met my bee awhile.. had dinner wit him, was sooo cute.. he was soo hungry that he was blabbering.. lol!! He ate his share and mine too.. hehehe!! Jus love watchin him eat.. Now im soo bored waitin for one of the crazy nuts to get online.. Love ya all.. muax!!NitEz!!
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YSunday, January 21, 2007
Borin Saturday i had.. woke up ard 1 in the afternoon.. stayed home watched tv, jus that im at home.. i munch on things more then usual.. haiz!! growin like a fat pig!! already feel soo yucky lookin at myself in the mirror.. Im irritated and very worried.. im irritated cos im fighting wit him, the reason why.. he thinks im not being supportive of him takin the sudden decisions to carry the milk pot on thaipusam.. for the sake of us our love n our lives.. and he said if i can do this its all cos of how much i love u, ur tellin me ur sacrifice is soo big, its not suppose to be that way.. this is prayers and yes its in a way to say thanks for wat he has done for us, at the same time if u have somethin in ur heart and u do everythin wit decipline, ur prayers will be answered.. its not that im not appreciatin it, but i was always asked to wat was my opinion, wit htis i didnt even know.. so in the next ten days.. we are gonna talk like strangers.. even that i dun mind.. i really hope ur gonna be ok, uve neva stayed without meat, u dun eat anythin which has no meat.. i dun want u to fall sick.. i hope u understand tat.. LoVe U lots!! Hmm... now my worried part.. im worried for her.. but i know nothin is gonna be wrong.. its jus somethin small which can be gotten rid off easily.. she is a devil who needs to suck everyones blood before she grows old.. She jus have to know that everythin will be ok.. she has to be positive.. Im glad she is strong for her parents.. cos they are the most worried.. she means alot to lots of ppl, lots of ppl are in love wit the person she is, the way she annoys someone esp me!! is really adorable!! i soo wanna upload the pic of her macdonald affair with her dumbo lover!! She is one chatterbox!yet a sweetheart!! k la i think i shall stop praisin her.. her head will jus burst.. To all my lovely frends.. all whom i chat wit i talk too.. love u loads!! im soo happy to have u all in my lives!!I love pyar cinta lous ai kaadhal u all!NiTeZ!!
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YFriday, January 19, 2007
MeMories..
hmm.. had a good day.. this post is abt the 18th.. Had a good talk wit paul today after a long long time.. we r so busy wit family and other stuff.. that we haven had the time to sit and talk abt lots of things.. My first love.. Arul Naidu(my .. hmm.. it has been so long now.. Secondary school was one of the best times in my life... but the most painful incident was wen i became his gf and then it ended up so badly.. Paul listened to all that happened.. and he wasnt angry or pissed to know how much i loved him at that point of time.. all paul said was.. he was not lucky to have a gal like u, he is stupid to give up on a gal like u, wen he said tat he teared.. With that i know how much it means to him that im in his life rite beside him as his gf, he is really happy that ive realised his true love for me, Im gonne be there for u paul.. we are gonna keep growin together.. i want to and i have made up my mind.. i love ya bee.. anyways.. this is to izan.. im sorry for that post i did 2 yrs ago.. i was angry.. i hope u understand.. i know how u feel.. i know u will get thru tihs.. ur a strong person.. love all of u peepz.. who is there for me.. MuaX!!
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YThursday, January 18, 2007
Met the gundukia after a long time yesterday.. Balqis oh Balqis!! such a idiot she can be at the same time a very big annoyin clown.. we met near my place, i had to walk all teh way to the mrt station wen i was sooo hungry jus to fetch her.. then we walked back to the central.. while walkin back it started pourin and she, as usual was complainin abt someone.. and i as usual always had to go "but why? ah! then??" and yea as she was walkin ard serangoon central... malay guys were lookin at her.. and all she did.. she was goin yada yada yada abt some idiot.. We finally reached the place we cud eat!! Its My MacdonAldZ!! Wat on earth did we eat.. i gues it was Longivity burger or somethin.. the Worst part was the person servin us.. i seriously dunno from which planet he was from, every single time we told him somethin he wud nod his head and the next bloody sec he wud go wat?? i was loosin it, so i stopped talking and my dear balqis was the only one who could speak to him, how sweetly and nicely she could talk.. like talkin to her child.. yikes!! Hahaha... as usual while eatin she was talkin and talkin... like wen has balqis eva been quiet.. i had fun watchin her.. been soo long.. so after sittin there for almost a hr or so.. we wanted to get going.. she wanted to get some stationery... so we walked out.. this balqis nabila was walkin like a model.. swaying her hips way out.. the min she stepped out she did a twist n a turn wit jus her feet.. cool ah!! she almost fell.. i burst out laughin soo loud.. we walked ard the bookshop.. laughed n made more noise.. had a gd time wit her although it was for a short time.. Will blog abt today.. later.. i gtg now.. BuBYe...
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YMonday, January 15, 2007
Wishing everyone A HaPPy PoNgaL.. I ate soo much today.. haha all the vadai and the tasty vegeterian dishes.. Im not someone who eats payasam pongal n all that sweet dish, i love vadai though!! YummY!! im so full.. cant wait for the sugar canes to be cut, had a tiring day.. Guess everyone who is celebrating this occassion had good food today rite?? Heard the cows have arrived at serangoon road, jus for us singaporeans to know how Maatu Pongal is celebrated in india.. Hope the cows are doin good.. lol! Im havin a terrible headache.. so i guess the thing i shud be doin is to bury my head into my pillow! NiteZ Everyone.. God Bless LoVe Ya All.. Love u Baby Ma.. MuAx!!Hope ur feelin better too.. we fall sick at the same time all the time.. eh tat sounded like a rhyme.. anyways.. TatA!!
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Had a good day, ate abit too much, im very tired now... supposed to be on bed by now to get to sch tom which starts at 9.30, the lack of sleep is gettin to my nerves, i can be in a super good mood one sec and the next i can start gettin irritated with the slightest thing anyone does.. I know i need sleep... but how too, no time wat!! Haiz!! Im glad he got to read all tat i blogged abt jus for the ann special post!! hahaha! LoVe him to bits! Today is His Aunt's Birthday.. Happy Birthday Auntie.. was real sweet of her to jus cook for me so that i could eat on her birthday.. Nitex Everyone.. Have a lovely day tom.. God Bless And Smile Always!!MuaX!!
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YSunday, January 14, 2007
SoMeThIn FoR My DarLiNg BeE..
I'VE BEEN WAITING ON THIS MOMENT FOR SO VERY LONG.
AND NOW THAT IT'S HERE,
I DON'T KNOW WHAT TO SAY OR DO.
BUT I'D REALLY LIKE TO THANK THE LORD
THAT I FINALLY FOUND YOU.
BEFORE I LAY MY HEAD DOWN
UPON MY PILLOW AND WENT TO SLEEP EACH NIGHT.
I USED TO GET DOWN ON
MY KNEES AND SAY A LITTLE PRAYER...
THAT I COULD FIND YOU AND HE WOULD SHOW ME WHERE.
I USED TO SIT AND DAY-DREAM ABOUT HOW IT WOULD BE,
JUST YOU AND ME.
THE THINGS WE COULD DO, NO ONE ELSE- JUST US TWO.
WE WOULD TAKE LONG PEACEFUL STROLLS
IN THE QUIET AND COOL DARK.
AND WATCH THE SUNRISE
AS WE SAT ON THE BENCH HOLDING HANDS IN THE PARK.
BEFORE I FOUND YOU,
MY HEART WAS TORN AND FILLED WITH GRIEF
I DIDN'T BELIEVE I WOULD OR EVEN
COULD EVER LOVE ANYONE AGAIN.
UNTIL YOU STEPPED INTO MY LIFE...
NOW MY HEART HAS BEGUN TO MEND.
I KNOW FOR A FACT THAT YOU ARE THAT SPECIAL ONE.
'CAUSE EVER SINCE WE'VE BEEN TOGETHER,
I'VE BEEN FILLED WITH HAPPINESS & JOY.
THE TIMES I HAVE SPENT WITH YOU
HAS BEEN NOTHING BUT FUN.
YOU ALSO TAUGHT ME 'BOUT TRUE LOVE.
HOW TO BE CONSIDERATE,
AND DO ALL THAT I CAN.
BECAUSE YOU'RE MY HONEY-BEE
AND TO ME YOU MEAN SO MUCH.
BEING WITH YOU IS EVEN BETTER
THAN I COULD HAVE EVER DREAMED.
YOU'RE LIKE A BREATH OF FRESH AIR, SO PURE, SO CLEAN.
YES, I'VE BEEN IN LOVE BEFORE- A TIME OR TWO,
BUT NOTHING CAN EVER COMPARE TO THIS.
YOU'VE TOUCHED MY HEART
AND SOUL IN PLACES THAT I DIDN'T EVEN KNOW COULD EXIST.
THERE'S SO MUCH PEACE AND COMFORT
YOUR WHOLE EXISTENCE BRINGS TO ME.
OUR LOVE IS SO COMPLETE,
I KNOW WE WERE MEANT TO BE..
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WoaH!!
Its 4 yrs and 11mths of being together, knowing each other today.. 14/02/2002 when u first proposed to me.. after that.. we went thru a hell of a ride.. All our happiness our problems, our quarrels misunderstandings, u know today while im typing this.. im satisfied wit all that i have been thru with you, because if not for all that has happened between us, i wouldn have realised ur my true love and ur the one i have been waitin n wantin eva since i knew the meanin of love, i have been in other relationships, i also thought they may be the one for me, but none of them gave me the confidence and i saw no future wit any of them, i was afraid and always wanted to let go of that relationship, had a horrible past eva since i was a kid, and when u came into my life, u made up for all that i have lost and u gave me happiness more then anyone else have, I Just thank God for bringin u into my life.. Ur patience and ur love for me have brought me to the right path.. Thank u for not giving up on me, u still believed that one fine day this gal will understand how u feel, will understand all the love u have to give! I have da and im treasuring everything.. i know i maybe a idiot at times, i may drive u nuts, i may yell i may scream, i laugh so loud, i pinch ur butt in public, kiss u wen there is a indian family rite infront of us, say the stupidest thing jus to embarass u, have walked away, have asked u to shut up wen ur sayin somethin impt, have said ur annoyin n irritatin, i have done so much ah!! serious or not? But u always say im ur angel, u sure or not?? Haha!! I love u! No matter wat i have been doing.. ur still in love wit me, cos i know la u love me bein myself! I appreciate u, all that u have wanted is happenin now, u always ask me if its a dream of how all i treat u and how i m with u, well, i hope u realise now its not, i really do love u and ur the one i wanna spend the rest of my life with.. Muax!! u promised u will read my blog today in the afternoon, tats why im still awake bloggin this.. Happy Anniversary Baby!!
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YSaturday, January 13, 2007
NoThIn MuCh..
Hmm.. had a normal day.. Day was goin smooth.. normal daily routines.. thinkin of adoptin a pet from spca.. and instead of gettin me a pet as a gift for our anni n also valentine's day.. i guess adoptin from there would save its life, checked out about the pets from the webbie, but we can also head down to view them at spca itself.. cant wait too.. probably wud get rabbits or guinea pigs..
I hate havin a quarrel or a fite wit him, where at times i purposely pick a fite, but wen it becomes a major arguement, is wat which sucks the most, today i had one and it still haven ended, he went to bed angry.. im still awake not bein able to sleep, i lost my temper n yelled quite way too much at him, but i was irritated.. He got pissed wit the way i spoke, haiz.. hopefully its gets over tom, i shud learn how to shut my mouth at times, im always the one makin it a big issue, my mood swings are real bad, although i know at times it is my fault, wen im hot in the head i usually dun realise wat im sayin, but as u know u only show ur anger happiness or sadness to the person u love the most.. wit that said, i guess i shall blog again later part of today!! As its already Sat!! Gd Mornin everyone! =)
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YThursday, January 11, 2007
Interesting..
Found this webby from sri akka's blog, kinda cool, wanna see my lookalikes..
Here Goes..
So wat do ya think?? i know i look nothin like them.. they are gorgeous ppl.. HaiZ!!!
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UpDaTeS
Hey Everyone, guess u all know i haven been blogging.. been busy really busy and oh yea of cos my comp was givin me awhole lots of probs, but it seems back to normal now.. So let me begin.. Im already 22, no big deal though but ive been waitin awhole yr for it and it jus passed.. Im workin at the airport, started my lessons at Harriet Business School, doing my cert in business admin, from abe which its standards are equivilant to a dip for the cert im doing now. Hopefully tat goes well, ive got loads of maths and its one of the worst subject, but im sure with the help of my smart bf and my hardwork i will be able to make it. Life with paul has been a blessing. Over the past month i have gotten closer to his family, kinda getting comfortable wit them, where they speak very freely to me, share lots of things wit me too.. Im happy, after all the cold war his aunt n i had, now we have become close, its sweet.. she is a very nice person, his family is so diff from mine, although there are minor quarrels and stuff, but its nothin compared to my place, LoVe All of u!! Muax!!
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