~*My LoVe DiArY*~.

YMonday, January 29, 2007

Well its a blue monday.. Why cos i had to wake up so early to get my ass to school.. Was irritated with my supervisor at work, till now i still am... Had a ok day at school, had english.. where we had a discussion of our economy now in singapore.. had loads more of homework given... then had my word skills lessons.. where i got to creat an account in gmail and used spreadsheet.. did a little test as well.. jus to get us ready for our exam.. so soon rite.. Hmm despite all this i had him in my head.. im missin him real bad.. i dunno why.. but its not like i dun talk to him.. its like he doesn exist.. it felt weird.. i was tearin all the way home., jus cos im not used to him him.. bein near yet so far.. he hasnt even spoken to me normally.. i know all u want to say is being said to me every sec, i know now that u cant live without a day not tellin me how much u love me or how much i mean to u... I know balqis is going eeeeee gross gross.. but as i told u i dun care.. cos i dun find it wrong lettin one know how much i love him or i wont even mind lettin the whole world know he is mine!! im proud to be his gf... The love he has for me is somethin i am still askin myself why.. I dun wanna miss him more.. its really awful.. wen he wants to hear me after a long day.. and with all his prayers goin on i cant say what i wanna say.. which leads me to force him to hang up the phone.. im sorry.. but i dun wanna cry cos of the pain there is with jus missin u soo much.. that my eyes keeps gettin filled wit tears.. i jus hope it feels betta tom.. u dun have to be sorry to make me got thru this as well.. its for everyone's good.. and i know i will be able to get thru wit it.. love ya all.. have a gd day tom.. Nitez!! MuAx!!

•I LoVe The Way U LuV Me*.
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