~*My LoVe DiArY*~.

YThursday, June 28, 2007

Im at work doing the horrible shift called Z, 11 am to 7 pm.. totally a day of boredom while working this shift.. anyway im sent to the fever faculty to do discharges.. im feeling soo sleepy cos i jus ad a gd meal.. lol!! I cant wait for Sat to spend the evevnin with my birthday baby and his parents.. The next event im excited and waiting for is Sri akka's wedding.. The 25th of Aug is gonna rock!! Her happiest moments are all gonna come to reality.. hahaha!! now im gonna be stressing on wat to wear!!! gosh!

Hope i get somethin nice to wear.. i have never worn a saree after i did my ceremony.. Dun think i shud anytime soon.. wit the fats on me.. No way.. The nurse here is so bored that she is playing minesweeper. I think im gonna sign on to msn, update more later... love ya lots!!

•I LoVe The Way U LuV Me*.
1:04 AM

YTuesday, June 26, 2007

I dun seem a point in talking or letting her hear me out, wen she has that kind of mentality... the way she uses words.. I dun have to go thru all this u know.. 1 bloody internet error the msg didnt show like errors neva happen she jumps and says all sorts of things.. Am i ur frend or ur enemy... Dun bother thinking to forgive and forget.. cos all that u have said is totally mean... Ur always coming online and complaining that i do this n that, i dun answer ur call i dun get to meet u, so any idiot will think its him or her ur mentioning abt.. i did too...

Oh and i am gonna live my happy life.. with all the ppl who are and is in my life.. Thank u for ur wishes.. I find it soo riduculous and childish fighting over a petty issue over bloggies.. this is my last post abt this matter.. no more kiddo posts of this pathetic matter..

Im free tom.. its my off day.. yippie!! im gonna peace out.. And nope im not gonna go to hell jus yet... I still have a long way to go with a wonderful future ahead of me.. Love u all!! nitez my Darlz.. And sri akka... Ur weddin is comin soo soon.. u betta let me know wen cos i have to ask for off a month advance.. i missed u lots.. Chippy i was glad to see ya online.. Nori im happy ur online!! Chitz hope to meet up soon di!! U promise to meet up with me jane and jie ni soon.. Bye! =)

•I LoVe The Way U LuV Me*.
12:25 AM

YMonday, June 25, 2007

Wee!! im home on a monday afternoon.. So glad to be back from the morning shift and being able to see my bed in the day where there is sunlight!!!, hahaha! and im very sure rite after this post im gonna lay down close my eyes and sleep.. Sounds good already doesn it? Mondays are the most stressful day in any hospital i suppose.. the number of ppl who rather sit and wait 1 to 2 hrs jus to see a doc, i rather go to work then wait sooo long.. Well my day was fun, good as usual.. with the rite partner beside u.

Well.. no calls or msgs till now from tat dear fren of mine, i guess my fren jus thinks im no good to be a fren, everyone makes mistakes.. yes i do too.. and i apologise if i do make mistakes.. and i go by the policy of give and take and forgive and forget.. Well u wanna not discuss abt it and want things ur way.. Go ahead.. By all means.. If ur happy Im also happy! Im always someone who thinks my frends shud be gd and ok at all times.. so Take care.. god bless!

I think i shud let my fingers and eyes rest as they were on the comp staring at the screen using the SAP system all mornin.. So Nitez ppl.. catch up wit u all soon.. Love ya.. all.. muax!! =)

•I LoVe The Way U LuV Me*.
4:55 PM

YSunday, June 24, 2007

Well its been really long since i blogged.. well this is my 1 month and 3rd day at work, while im workin on the worst shift.. i get to use a bit of the internet here and there.. Work is good actually.. im starting to enjoy wat i do.. which is talkin to customers.. wat i do best.. but its jus tat the place that im in they are called patients.. I handle quite alot of money and quite alot of responsibilities.. but its a gd experience for me i can say.. Besides that i have got new colleagues, new environment, new faces, the kind of ppl u meet at a hospital is really hilarious.. especially those really educated ones.. goodness!! the questions they can ask!!

Work life is cool.. im getting used to my shift and my timings.. late here and there but its ok.. lol! Family is ok i guess.. well i dun really stay home and wen im back home im usually down for awhile with parents then off i go to my bed.. But everyone at home is fine, i can see they are all happy with me working and this means i can lessen their burden, im happy!

Love life is bliss for sure.. cos the support encouragement understanding and everything is there.. so i have a piece of mind doing everything.. He is turnin a yr older in 5 days, im meeting his family after a long time comin sat for his birthday dinner outing.. kinda excited.. Miss them loads actually.. =)

I hope my frends are doing good.. I do know the ones i keep in contact with over smses or calls and i will try my best to catch up on the rest by visitin ur bloggies.. Friends are someone who is always there for ya.. it doesnt have to be consistantly in touch or meet wheneva they plan too, but to show u the love and welcome them wheneva they call or in need of help, to show them that no matter wat it is ur jus a call away.. I jus think i have been misunderstood by you, if im not able to meet up or call and i give u a reason, its me who decided that, its not like u dun know the situation i go thru, my parents aren exactly ppl who let their kids go as and wen they like out, if its soo difficult to meet up with my frends, do u think its easy to meet my bf? like hell no, so if my boyfren takes the intiative to come fetch me from work and send me home i wont stop him, but if my frend asks me out and i really cant go it means i really cant and im actually stuck at home and not out wit my bf. I jus wanna get this straight to u, u have done loads for me and we hanged out alot cos at that point of time we were workin together we cud lie and say lots of crap jus to stay out together, now we have diff jobs and diff shifts, its ok u dun have to understand but u dun have to hurt me jus cos ur angry the whole week, im not the one u vent ur anger on, Ur hanging out with ur cousins or whoeva go ahead, im not forcing ya to be with me instead of them rite.. i know u, u love ur family and their the most impt to u.. u dun see me online much that shows im exhausted after work so im knocked out.. If u really wanna see me or ur free u cud have called to ask abt my shift and all, u neva bothered and then one day u jus blow up!! Its not fair to me too.. The Best solution to this is to meet up and talk!! u want ur answers meet me and ask.. U stated u dun care and ur not bothered... so when u have cooled down and u still think u need this fren.. do give me a call, till then i will wait.. I have always loved ya as a fren and i still do.. all my frends are impt to me..

I jus hope this prob solves cos its difficult for me to be not talkin or thinkin tat we r mad at each other.. im not mad im jus hurt.. I betta get my ass back to work.. so till i blog again.. i love ya all!!muax muax!!

•I LoVe The Way U LuV Me*.
1:55 PM

YSunday, June 03, 2007

My final 2 weekends m home.. there is neva gonna be a time where i will be home on both weekends relaxing.. Gosh how fast this week went and how fast this day was over.. Mon will be the start of my shift.. god bless me for havin to wake up in the wee hours to be at work at 7 am.. haiz!! anyway sat was my little cousin's birthday.. Lavin Raj.. all grown up.. kids and boys u know they can be such a headache.. but yet sweet, i had a gdtime wit my uncles grandma and those noisy children.. Hopy sunday goes well.. wit gd rest.. have a gd sunday everyone.. love ya all lots.. take care smile always.. muax!!

•I LoVe The Way U LuV Me*.
1:47 AM