YTuesday, July 24, 2007
Been quite some time rite? Dunno just had the time and the strength to leave the things in my heart here today. Fair to me? I dun think so.. Wanna know why i say so...
Friends will neva show off to one another.. neva compare themselves to the other, U dun need the best clothes or the best items just to meet ur good old fren, am i rite?? I neva said ur neglecting me, infact wen i know u rather spend ur time with another fren at the same time ur love life was going well as stated on all ur previous blogs, all i know is ppl state the true feelins and all tat happens on their bloggies, so i believed wats stated and was happy for ya. I neva said to anyone u neglected me, I have my own life and my probs and issues to settle, tat is why im workin my ass of, thats also the reasons why im sick. U prefer to share with ur other frends ur probs. so be it. This is not jealousy, im really fine with it, Yes u have shared with me ur probs before abt rakesh and after that u stopped. Rakesh supports me? is tat by any chance my fault!! No!! He doesnt like ur other fren.. is tat by any chance caused by me.. i dun think so. So by jus being busy wit my life and being happy for u is tat wat u were angry with me for?
U keep saying to ur Bf his godsis his frends are all most impt to him.. Do u really know for the fact that without u he wudnt have known us. Atfirst u were happy ur bf was listenin to his sister and changing for the betta.. Now it bothers u, thats how it seems. Seriously i dun care anymore. U wanna have all this inside of u and then say ur notthinkin such way, then fine so be it, im not into fighting and gossiping and bein happy at someone else's failure at all. I mind my own business and i lead a simple life. U said that U dun want me to take back my words. I assume and said all that. Like i always said if u really treated me like a frend u wud call as and wen u like. Even though i was workin i wud call or reply back. U apologised in my taggie. U said for neglecting me. So u agree to it by urself, and tat state otherwise on ur blog. I jus wanna say the same thing back, if its so hard being my fren, u can seriously choose not too. Im easy if u find it too challengin to be my fren im sorry.
Suprisingly lots of other ppl dun seem to find me tat way. Well enuff abt it. Im gonna take life as it comes. I cant wait to drive, planned with my bee. Im savin for our lessons. We shall go together and get closer to buyin our kutty car. The frends who has been there for me, Im thankful and im always prayin for ur well being. For many more years together, I dun hate anyone, I jus hope they realise wat they really want.
I really wanna study and improve myself, have been looking ard and finding out more on wat i can do part time, saving little at a time from that little pay i get now. Just hope everythin turns out well. Im going off to bed. Love u all.. Muax!! Have a great day tom. I love u Paul, i always will.. Love all ur smses.. I dunno wat to say abt theamt of love u have for me.. Muax baby..
Friends will neva show off to one another.. neva compare themselves to the other, U dun need the best clothes or the best items just to meet ur good old fren, am i rite?? I neva said ur neglecting me, infact wen i know u rather spend ur time with another fren at the same time ur love life was going well as stated on all ur previous blogs, all i know is ppl state the true feelins and all tat happens on their bloggies, so i believed wats stated and was happy for ya. I neva said to anyone u neglected me, I have my own life and my probs and issues to settle, tat is why im workin my ass of, thats also the reasons why im sick. U prefer to share with ur other frends ur probs. so be it. This is not jealousy, im really fine with it, Yes u have shared with me ur probs before abt rakesh and after that u stopped. Rakesh supports me? is tat by any chance my fault!! No!! He doesnt like ur other fren.. is tat by any chance caused by me.. i dun think so. So by jus being busy wit my life and being happy for u is tat wat u were angry with me for?
U keep saying to ur Bf his godsis his frends are all most impt to him.. Do u really know for the fact that without u he wudnt have known us. Atfirst u were happy ur bf was listenin to his sister and changing for the betta.. Now it bothers u, thats how it seems. Seriously i dun care anymore. U wanna have all this inside of u and then say ur notthinkin such way, then fine so be it, im not into fighting and gossiping and bein happy at someone else's failure at all. I mind my own business and i lead a simple life. U said that U dun want me to take back my words. I assume and said all that. Like i always said if u really treated me like a frend u wud call as and wen u like. Even though i was workin i wud call or reply back. U apologised in my taggie. U said for neglecting me. So u agree to it by urself, and tat state otherwise on ur blog. I jus wanna say the same thing back, if its so hard being my fren, u can seriously choose not too. Im easy if u find it too challengin to be my fren im sorry.
Suprisingly lots of other ppl dun seem to find me tat way. Well enuff abt it. Im gonna take life as it comes. I cant wait to drive, planned with my bee. Im savin for our lessons. We shall go together and get closer to buyin our kutty car. The frends who has been there for me, Im thankful and im always prayin for ur well being. For many more years together, I dun hate anyone, I jus hope they realise wat they really want.
I really wanna study and improve myself, have been looking ard and finding out more on wat i can do part time, saving little at a time from that little pay i get now. Just hope everythin turns out well. Im going off to bed. Love u all.. Muax!! Have a great day tom. I love u Paul, i always will.. Love all ur smses.. I dunno wat to say abt theamt of love u have for me.. Muax baby..
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YSunday, July 15, 2007
Weekendz
Hmm.. Wat a weekend.. super tired and worn out.. No off till next sun and mon.. So in love with the hospi that me and shahida are gonna be at work for the whole week. Work is good as usual especially wen u have 3 darlz whom u can immediately click and become so close with.. The four of us are like so close we work well together, we always have each others back, we help one another.. in Alphabetic order they are Eswary Puva also known as Shalini and not forgettin Shahida and Mua. Sha and i have schedules almost the same for the whole of next month. so we r like super bonded. 3 new ppl joinin us tom. A & E is gonna be filled with PSA's soon. But im happy wit my Darlz.
My bee my adorable baby.. He came all the way from home to send me back with home cooked food, he and his lovable aunt made me lunch, which i happily ate on my way home with him, yea.. we were eatin in the bus with my fork and i was feedin him, ppl were ard staring but i cudnt care less. It was yummy.. Then i had chocolate after lunch.. and my fav peach tea. Such short trips with so much of love hugs and kisses were soooo good. I loved every part of it. Hahaha.. And he was super shy cos i was squeezin and kissing his face and he has this thing of turnin soo red like an apple.. with his beautiful big brown eyes lookin all over if there was anyone lookin... and he wud hide his face wen he saw ppl looking. Sooo cute. Such a baby. He calls me one. But we are equal. I love u my happiness.
I have this feeling that my body is not good. As in i think im not functionin well inside. Woman's cycle is all wrong, im late by months, and No im not pregnant, i jus got msged abt my fren that she suddenly got heavy flow of menses and had blood clots, i seriously think i shud go and i also think ive got lumps on creations of god on a woman, maybe i shudnt be tellin it over here. but its my diary nd eva sine im in the hospi environment everything is ok to be spoken. We are all humans we know and share the most common things. So if my lumps are really like wat i suspect i shud go check before it turns cancerous. I haven been to the doc cos im scared for starters. Secondly no money and Thirdly i dun wanna waste money. LoL.. paul keeps askin me to go and shahida decided that on mon which is my off day like her. She demands that she and i go to a polyclinic and get checked, she said its not a playing matter. And im not gonna argue, she wants to accompany me i wud go then. She is a gal and she knows.
Long post eh.. Dunno jus felt like gettin it off my chest and i did. Hopefully we get to camwhore at work tom so will upload pics of the gang ok. Love ya loads.. Nitez!! I miss u all.. muax!!
•I LoVe The Way U LuV Me*.
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YThursday, July 12, 2007
Super tired.. feet hurts.. arms hurts too.. But work was fun and crazy!! Being a crazy person... Thinking i start work at 11am today i rushed got drenched in the rain.. my umbrella cheated me, it broke halfway, i called to inform incharge i wud be late, as per normal my incharge said" ok then come quickly!" while shahida on the othere hand, both of us are colleagues and both of ur schedules are almost the same on most of the days this month.. She at the same time rushin and called to inform she will be a bit late. Rushed to our staff lounge put on our jackets, bunned our hair up, and rushed to our counter.
And our incharge nicely says" Wat are the 2 of u doing here?? Afternoon shift rite?? me and sha were like Wat the hell!!! All the rush was for nothing!!! Goodness we were sooo gundu la.. We ended up walkin up and down had lunch but wasnt good.. It tasted horrible, then went over to 7 11 and bought macademia nut ice cream and went back to our staff lounge and slacked!!
I cant wait... just cant wait to be with my bee, cant wait for our rom our marraige, cant wait to make each of our dreams come true... I love ya.. I jus cant wait to see each of my frends get married to, my age group i wonder who is the first actually.. With frends who are by ur side all the time, family and a gd career im sure life will be good. Im blessed. Cos i know im in their thoughts as much as they are in mine. I love u all... Thank u zan zan for ur wishes.. I will be ok.. jus too weak i guess.. I jus cant wait to meet up and roam ard... its been ages since i have gone outing.. U and rakesh are the best ppl to go out with.. all the fun and whines and nonsense we do!! Muax!! Nitez everyone.. =)
•I LoVe The Way U LuV Me*.
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YTuesday, July 10, 2007
Hmmm pickin on me eh?? Tats wat im used for isnt it?? Well wat a day it has been.. Sick sick and horribly sick.. Swollen throat gastric flu, Doctor says ur over workin urself, if u dun stop u mite just collapse one day. Im kinda suprised with the words the doctor used on me.. Me workaholic?? me over workin.. Firstly i neva used to be..hahaha! maybe cos i enjoy my work. Wen ur in love wit wat u do, thats wen u do it best!
Abt our little misunderstanding between zan zan and me, i know its a little thing.. we jus miss each other and haven met each other thats why tantrums are thrown, i dunno wat rakesh said abt me which u got offended abt but i sure amglad to see that the prob is sloved between u both, as how protective ur boyfren is over here, it sure is with me actually as u all know he is way more protective, to see that little frown in my face makes him go mad,
Hope to meet up with them soon.. I miss them and my darling chitz awhole lot.. I feel like just being at her place with her parents and her adorable sister and talkin all nite, like we used too.. I jus found out that the deficiency which i have is kinda important to let the docs know cos it is serious if i consume stuff which im not allowed to.
The deficiency is called G6PD, i read up abt it in this webby and this is wat its all abt. Interestin!!G6PD deficiency is an inherited condition in which the body doesn't have enough of the enzyme glucose-6-phosphate dehydrogenase, or G6PD, which helps red blood cells (RBCs) function normally. This deficiency can cause hemolytic anemia, usually after exposure to certain medications, foods, or even infections.
Most people with G6PD deficiency don't have any symptoms, while others develop symptoms of anemia only after RBCs have been destroyed, a condition called hemolysis. In these cases, the symptoms disappear once the cause, or trigger, is removed. In rare cases, G6PD deficiency leads to chronic anemia.
With the right precautions, a child with G6PD deficiency can lead a healthy and active life.
About G6PD Deficiency
G6PD is one of many enzymes that help the body process carbohydrates and turn them into energy. G6PD also protects red blood cells from potentially harmful byproducts that can accumulate when a person takes certain medications or when the body is fighting an infection.
In people with G6PD deficiency, either the RBCs do not make enough G6PD or what is produced cannot properly function. Without enough G6PD to protect them, RBCs can be damaged or destroyed. Hemolytic anemia occurs when the bone marrow (the soft, spongy part of the bone that produces new blood cells) cannot compensate for this destruction by increasing its production of RBCs.
So tats all my dear paul baby, im fine i told u, im gonna live as long as u live to suck ur blood.. U can have a peace of mind in everything u do now. I love a oads.. so my dear diary i think its time i go lay down and rest. So love u all.. Muax muax!!
•I LoVe The Way U LuV Me*.
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YMonday, July 09, 2007
I had a wonderful day on Sat(07.07.07) a movie with my bee for the first time in this 5 yrs, was sweet.. Wen he got to watc the ever awaited movie Sivaji with me, he was all smiles.. The move.. wat shud i say excellent bravo and i loved it!! im gonna watch it for the 3rd time with the gals from work on wed.
The other thing which i was upset abt wa not being able to meet up wit zan zan and rakesh, she wasnt able to make it at first and then i realised they were havin a quarrel so i told them that instead of meetin me it was better they both met and spoke their hearts out to clear the misunderstandings, no reply from them till i ended my mornin shift and while i was on my way home to get ready for the movie, but i paid and booked the tickets by then, im sure even if i was fine abt not watchin the movie, paul wudnt have, I jus realised they argued abt me, i wonder wat that was abt.. Haiz!!
I dun know wats with me.. Always havin diarrhoea and fever on and off recently.. cos of this paul argues and gets angry wit me cos im not lookin after my health and im jus workin so hard, but i need to. i lov my job and i wanna be a perm staff and not take mcs and get kicked out, and thats why im super tired and i collapse wen i se my bed, maybe its jus im too stressed out, but i will go, im ok for sure. I haven spoken to him properly since mon cos he is jus mad at me for not doin all that im suppose too to keep myself well. One of my fren thinks i rather not have her frendship i cant bear to see another walk out of my life. Love u all.. muax! Nitez!!
The other thing which i was upset abt wa not being able to meet up wit zan zan and rakesh, she wasnt able to make it at first and then i realised they were havin a quarrel so i told them that instead of meetin me it was better they both met and spoke their hearts out to clear the misunderstandings, no reply from them till i ended my mornin shift and while i was on my way home to get ready for the movie, but i paid and booked the tickets by then, im sure even if i was fine abt not watchin the movie, paul wudnt have, I jus realised they argued abt me, i wonder wat that was abt.. Haiz!!
I dun know wats with me.. Always havin diarrhoea and fever on and off recently.. cos of this paul argues and gets angry wit me cos im not lookin after my health and im jus workin so hard, but i need to. i lov my job and i wanna be a perm staff and not take mcs and get kicked out, and thats why im super tired and i collapse wen i se my bed, maybe its jus im too stressed out, but i will go, im ok for sure. I haven spoken to him properly since mon cos he is jus mad at me for not doin all that im suppose too to keep myself well. One of my fren thinks i rather not have her frendship i cant bear to see another walk out of my life. Love u all.. muax! Nitez!!
•I LoVe The Way U LuV Me*.
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YWednesday, July 04, 2007
Its a wed already, one day of off went like a breeze.. if only i had a few more days.. hahaha.. greedy me.. Was home all day.. watching tv, slacking on my comp changed my blogskin, my sis came back from tekka with her frends and she decided to play hair dressing. That wud kill time and also wake the gals within up!
Had lots of fun, gettin burnt here n there with the hair iron... but it works wonders.. especially wen ur alwys with straight hair.. so looking at urself having curls was good.. I loved it, so as usual being the vain old me.. i was snapping away.. So do tell me how curls work on me alright?
Gonna take my shower and get ready for work after this.. Hope to be back by 11 and will blog more tonite.. love ya all!! Mimi i forgave ya already.. jus dun let it happen again.. Love u da.. =)
Tats My sis with her Big Curls While doing my Hair!!
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See before i was fully done i was snapping!!
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This is the back view of my hair fully done.. hee..
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There.. The 2 Vain Sistas After our hair was done!! Div said " we finally look like sisters in this pic.." I agree actually!!
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There A Pic of me up close and personal.. But m sorry my face is bare with no makeup, so dun mind the way my skin looks.. LoL!!
There is lots more.. but im running out of time.. i have to rush to work now.. so take care all.. Love ya.. muax muax!!
•I LoVe The Way U LuV Me*.
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YMonday, July 02, 2007
Hmm.. My weekends were great.. I had the most fun.. Birthdays are the best! All the smiles and warmth and Happiness.. My Sweetheart turned 20 on the 29th of June, so on Sat his family and i went out for dinner, at a indian restaurant, cos his parents wanted to have indian food, there are diff types of indian food, this time it was chettinad. It was good at Anjappar, Then we came home and cut his cake.. He was happy and pretty emotional.. Im jus sooo glad he loved all the gifts i got him. I love u mimi!!
Work has been going great, new people, new drama, new i dunno wat else.. Too tired to think already!! Looking at blogskins. Gonna change it all cos My bf thinks it looks awful wit the sweets in her mouth, it looks porn he said! HaHa!! Now i dunno wat to wear for the weddin, and i must loose weight!! I dun wanna become obese!! Scared la..
Tom is my off day.. On a bloody tuesday, but wat the heck.. any rest day is much appreciated, i need more.. oh pls my feet is crying out loud!! Lol tryin to be a drama mama on blog doesn seem nice, i think i shud jus stick to being a baby wit him and being pampered by him. I jus love my life now. The thing which will make my life complete is if my frends were all livin close to me and we had jobs or sch where we can meet as and wen we like.. Sometimes jus to get an sms from them to let me know ur ok.. makes me happy.. i jus hope all of u do well.. dun forget me okays.. muax!!
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This Is our "Married Couple" Look.
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This is The "Cute FaCes" On one of our rides back home after my work, wen he came to send me back.. Sweetie pie!
•I LoVe The Way U LuV Me*.
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