It takes a minute to like someone,
 It takes an hour to love someone,
It takes a life time to forget someone.
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YSunday, August 29, 2004

I know i m not being fair abt chasing a guy who has been in love with me for 2 yrs to go love someone else, i know its wrong but i have no choice, cinthia needed someone to love n wen i spoke abt gp she started liking him so she took his number spoke n after much begging n all he started talking to her, but now cinthia loves him, n i dun want my frend to get hurt, i have been quarreling with him this past few days n he has been going thru hard times cos of me he went n cut his hand and all, i m so sorry but i have no choice i do have a heart n i admit ididlike u cos u were there for me this past 2 yrs but to think abt my future n my parents there was no future for us, i know u r never gonna read this n understand but if one day u ever do i hope u realise i didnt do this cos i hate u or watever.. so yesterday we fought n hung up today morning he send me his lovey dovey gd morning msg but i didnt reply cos i was not gonna be happy with him... after tat cinthia started calling soo many times to tell me tat he isnt answering her phone calls or msgs and i was shocked so i said ok i will try to call n same thing... its been sooo long n i haven gotten anything really wish he is ok.. i m scared for him i m worried sick dunno y but i jus m...Hopefully me going to sleep will put my mind at peace...


•I LoVe The Way U LuV Me*.
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