Feelin Lost...
I have tried lookin at other guys.. tried thinkin abt other things.. tried makin a fool out of my self but all i think abt is him... Why do i feel tat way.. The truth is i do love him but to let him go was the best for me n him.. no mistakes in the present n noone will get hurt.. isnt tat wat i really want.. i really hope i can get over it.. Its been 3 nights now where i cry myself to sleep.. The talks we used to have are also gone.. all cos he pushed his limits n me couldnt take it.. My mum thinks its best for me n so does my frend.. have i done the rite thing?? i dunno but i guess the most impt thing now is school.. Wish he is ok n he can be as normal, pls watever u do jus do it to prove urself tat u r worth it to others k.. tat will make me happy.. I miss him badly n i wanna hear him too.. but i jus have to find ways to stop myself.. Love does hurt guys.. Anyway i dunno wat else to say.. Stay happy wherever u r..
•I LoVe The Way U LuV Me*.
12:20 PM