Wats with me.. i have got my annoying but cute family n my frends whom i hardly have time to meet up with, but all the more everythin seems fine.. but i feel so bored, life is meaningless, something feels to be missing.. which i dunno y.. all i think abt doesnt seem to be the solution for my feelings.. maybe im jus missing someone badly but tat cant be helped.. Not everyone knows the truth n understands me.. Well jus wish everythin goes on fine.. n i dun wanna loose control n do things which i shouldnt do esp to tat family n him... But maybe its something else im lookin forward too.. My age maybe playin games with me ... Oh man life really is sooo boring.. oh n my i miss my sista.. guess cos i haven spoken to her for quite some time tat poor little gal has been sick so she is asleep wen i get home.. hmm hope she is ok n stupid bitch be awake today atleast.. God bless everyone n love ya all.. mmuuaacckkss