U know jus talkin abt him to someone or just thinking abt how he has been in my love.. just makes me feel so proud of him.. im proud of u da.. proud of what a person u have become. The responsibilities u take charge of at home, in school and when ur wit me. Im happy just thinkin abt us. I can neva be happier when i know now that ur the one im gonna be with.. i jus wish i didnt go thru wat i went thru before, but becos of the other person is when i realise my love for u, thats y wen he asked me back and when i was out with him, i realise my heart wasnt there.. i didnt feel the way i used to feel wit him. My heart was only wantin to know what u were doing? that way i realised that its u i wanted to be with.. after all the times he hurt me, all the things he shudnt have done, after i knew what he really was like. The pain was unbearable.. but i got over it all becos of u, with u bein there it felt like u took the pain away. With all my mood swings and all my temper, u are still able to say to me" I Love U Baby.." that is something which cannot be replaced wit anything. When u say somethin to me, i know u really mean it, i may not be the person u see to myself, but i know u hate it wen i go "ya rite!! just shut up paul!" =) hahaha now i know how annoyin i can get.. but hey never the less its me.. n tts how im always gonna be.. and i know u love me for tat.. muax bee.. ur jus wonderful.. u r the sweetest guy ive known..