~*My LoVe DiArY*~.

YMonday, February 19, 2007

Hey Hey!! WaH!! lots of ppl missed me ah.. with all tat taggie goin update gurl update!! im so sorry for not updating... well well wat can i say.. been long.. As for me in my life this few days.. nothinmuch.. ive been blessed with a wonderful boyfren annoyin sister and my parents.. so life as a daily routine has been goin on well.. I jus wish my frens would be happy.. everyone deserves happiness.. and so does my frends.. i jus want to see them happy with wateva or whoeva who makes them happy,bein wit nori all this yrs.. wat 10 yrs now.. on n off also i do know all tat she has been thru andof cos she knows all tat i have been thru.. if she has played him out n stuff it will be totally a diff story but she has bee loyal to someone whom treats her like tat.. i know she deserves way betta.. i hope she realises now.. i know its gonna hurt, i also know u will come thru it and u will be fine.. wat rakesh said to me earlier abt his ex gal was totally shockin n it made no sense.. i think eveythin happens for a reason.. hopefully the eason for her is good... i feel real bad though..
I miss seein all of u online.. those ppl i always chat wit.. balqisim glad things r k.. but he makesure he treats u well now.. if not im gonna bang is head on some wall.. hahaha!! miss u after tat wonderful friday together.. at my place.. "genie dun leave me!!" ur soo lesbo u know? hahaha!! nah she was jus stuck to me cos she was afraid of my babygal cutie..haahaha!!
Now comin back to the love of my life.. i jus cannot be happier.. jus lookin at him or sittin rite next to him, makes me feel so loved.. i loved ur testimonials sweetie.. i know everythin u said was from ur heart.. all that u said to me over thephone earlier is still in my mind.. all u live for is to see me happy.. and all im happy doin is munchin and doin wati love most.. then he will be glad to share that wit me.. ur gonna stock our fridge wit lots of chocs n ice cream.. haha!! and ur gonna see me grow like a balloon.. i also know for a fact tat.. very confidently as u said, become rounder bigger wateva.. ur still my miss. everythin and the best in the world, im tellin u this honestly today wen u said this to me is the first time im trustin someon.. i trut in evrythin u say.. u gained my trust.. in all ths yrs how i have been towards u and now, u knoe im totally diff, u ask me at times if ur dreamin.. ur not.. i love u paul.. always will.. i trust u whole heartedly.. i love the way u look at me, i love the way u say u love me, i love the way u kiss me every single time, love the time u kiss me without a reason and like the odd areas like my nose or my toe, weird rite i know.. but tats jus him, i love the way u go shy wen i look at ya for long, i love the way u go red wen i stare at u, i love the way u blabber wen i stare at u, i love the way u say, u can jus melt anyone wit those beautiful eyes!(ya rite!) but i love the way u say tat, i love the way u feed me, i love the way u admire me say things.. i jus love everything abt u, earlier on the phone wit our rapid fire game. im sure u got the answers u wanted.. im sure u know how i really feel now.. im thankful and really lucky to be wit someone like u, wit my frends goin thru probs.. and me tryin my best to get everythin back together.. whether i suceed or not, i can see how badly a guy can hurt a gal at the same time i do see how u treasure n love ur gf.. the 2 extremes of guys.. like how ive met my love im sure nori wud meet hers.. i dunno if the guy she is wit is gonna end up teh guy she marries.. but whoeva who gets her as their life partner is really lucky.. I love ya all.. Nitez! sweet dreams.. will blog again later.. i better get my ass to bed now.. and there nori is off to 7 11 at this time to get somethin to eat... tat reminds me.. im hungry now too!!

•I LoVe The Way U LuV Me*.
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