YWednesday, February 07, 2007
NeVa GoNNa LeT HiM Go...Im typing this all over again.. all cos of this stupid new blogspot... Argh!! On the 5th of Feb i had a good day.. was happy to meet them after school.. had dinner.. was stuffed of cos was punished all cos rakesh came first and i was 2nd followed by those 2, we were attacked wit soo much of food, had nasi padang, with chicken and carrot cake.. i was fed ok.. like literally stuffed in my mouth, paul feeds me small amt this is huge amount.. my poor small mouth.. hahaha i know u guys will be thinkin, she talks soo much still say small mouth.. We were bloated.. we seriously had to take a walk.. so we walked ard lookin for a hair saloon for rakesh as he had to get his hair cut for his first day of job trainin the next day.. all the saloons were packed and also the prices were really high... so he went to the 10 mins shop, where they jus cut only.. once he was out.. we decided to take a ride all the way to jurong point from toa payoh.. on the way there was more like our own couple time.. where we were listenin to music, talkin and playing.. Once we reached jurong.. we had photo takin sessions.. at the interchange, while waitin for a double decker bus so we cud go up sit n have fun, as paul and nori has got very good voice, were suppose to sing, but from singing it became open talk, Paul started off talkin abt his flashback wit me, cos those 2 had no idea wat all really happened between us, he told them how much he went thru, all that he wanted for, wat an ass he was and wat a bigger ass i was.. i was really touched he was really sweet, wen he told them very proudly abt how much im supposed to be pampered, and how much he loves me, and i knew at that very moment when i saw izan's face.. all tat was running in her mind was" ran ur really lucky to get a guy like him!" i know, im very thankful for tat, im very very lucky to have gotten him, im really happy to be with him.. im missin him now.. Back to the 5th it as her turn wen she spoke abt her past, all that she went thru, all the probs and everything.. i mean the amt she has been hurt, its normal a gal goes thru so much in life, but its the worst wen it comes to the one she loves and bein hurt by them, i knew how she was feelin inside, all the past runnin thru her mind, did make her upset.. she was down.. but wat was runnin in our minds were " he is really lucky to get someone like her, hopefully he changes now!" but atleast he spoke to her, sat wit her in the bus all their way back home.. and i was with my sweetie, talkin n he dropped me at my place so tat he cud take the bus from my place.. and also get wat he wanted.. lol!! muax! love u loosu paiyan!! im missin u..
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