~*My LoVe DiArY*~.

YThursday, February 01, 2007

Woke up wit a splittin bad headache.. Was wondering why.. was fine all the other days.. little while later i started havin a temperature.. later that i realise i was havin cramps.. and i got my bloody period.. Man was i sufferin all over again.. jus like every other month.. was tryin to sleep but the pain so unbearable.. Spoilt my plans of going to the temple and watching kavadis of this yr... how sad! haiz!! my parents left ard 6 plus in the evenin.. leavin me home alone.. Was dead bored.. called my darlin bf jus to see how he was doin at sch, since he is vegeterian and the school doesn have any kinda vege food ard.. he actually stays empty stomach till the time he gets home, now wit his exams ard the corner he stays in sch till ard 9 or 10 pm studyin wit his frends.. so was talkin to him, he felt bad tat i was strugglin alone in pain.. he said he wished to be here wit me, i know he really wanted too... but he had his project n all to do.. told me to go have my dinner and call him back later.. so i did as i was kinda hungry.. all i had was cup noodles.. was watchin tv, was also wonderin why hasnt he called me or replied to my sms.. was abt to dial his number..wen i received a call from him he said" hi ma i jus finish studyin, will be leavin sch now, will call u once i get back ok?" i went okay... very suspiciously.. cos if he was goin home.. he wud have said talk to me since im goin back.. i mean incomin free im sure u wud want company on ur way back.. but i thought maybe cos he was goin back wit arun so i didnt wanna disturb.. not even 5 secs later.. he called me again.. then he asked if my parents were back n so on, i said no they wud be back by ten, he said u sure.. i said yes why.. he said ok then open ur door.. from tat very moment till the time i saw him walk pass my window i kept sayin "oh my god oh my god!!" continuously.. i really dont know why, i didnt get to open my door cos my darlin cutie was barkin so loud.. and i didnt want my busybody neighbours to see... i stood at my window.. and wen he saw me he smiled and i started tearing.. he bought for me food and also panadol.. cos i didnt have cash to get panadols for myself.. he came all the way from sch jus to make me feel better.. i was soo happy.. but u know after awhile i suddenly realise how pathetic i look.. with my messy hair tied to a bun, my pale face wit not even eyeliner... i was like gosh i look horrible.. and like he read my mind.. he said u look so pale and yet u look soo sweet... So sweet ah!! im soo lucky la! my sis was like he is sooo sweet.. can i have him ka!! i said wat i had to say lol!! hahaha!! she was tellin me how her ex bfs were.. and how they used to complain over how they wish she wud look or dress wen they met, i was like wat a jerk!! she said there are lots more guys like tat.. hmm.. i hope noone ends up wit guys like tat.. Im jus soo blessed to be wit someone lik him.. I love him loads.. wont wanna trade him for anyone else.. Seein him earlier jus made all my pain fly away.. im feelin way better now.. emotionally.. hehehe!! sat i cant wait for sat.. i wish like the uno game i can skip friday!! Love ya all.. hope u all had a gd day.. Nietz!Muax!!

•I LoVe The Way U LuV Me*.
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