It takes a minute to like someone,
 It takes an hour to love someone,
It takes a life time to forget someone.
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YSaturday, March 31, 2007



Hey all... Jus got home awhile ago... very very tired.. but i have been wanting to blog.. dunno why.. hahaha crazy me.. Anyways things at home are bad as usual.. wish i can turn back time.. Visitin Balqis this past few days and seein wat she is goin thru is sad... but i know my darlin is strong and she will get well soon... Im glad she liked the gift she got.. I know she wud have been expectin me to be there today.. but im sorry dearie will be there tom i mean sat... While i was lookin at her strugglin to eat her dinner... her dad was talkin to me abt my life now.. my work and all.. told him where i was workin and he said im sure ur goin thru hell... i jus laughed and said its actually a fun job but its the management tat sucks... he was like listenin to me, he seemed very concerned.. told him abt the pay matter and all.. I told him i have got sch fees to pay and financial crisis at home.. with all this i cant live wit tat kinda pay im gettin.. told him im lookin for another job... he asked me.. ur soo young why do u burden urself wit so many things.. ask ur dad to help u, pay for ur sch... i said no he doesn want too, he said this is my life i deal wit it... so he said cant he even help u pay half... i mean look at u, i can see u got lots of dreams and im sure u will achieve it.. but dun stress urself... i told him i will be ok..then he said ask ur bf to support u la.. i said he is studyin too... i told him its ok i can manage.. as long as i got support from the ppl whom are close to me.. he said yes very true... Said all the best.. Thanks uncle im sure u will see that im fine once im doin well.. Knowin my dad i know he rather use his money on other things then this house n the ppl... Haiz!! im tired actually mentally.. Spendin time wit frends makes me cheer up and once im back alone im soooo upset.. i jus cant wait to get a job... hopefully i get called up for the job which i applied for soon.. God pls have mercy! pls hear our cries!! the bad are gettin the best.. the good are still cryin for help.. God pls be with everyone.. and guide us thru.. Love u all.. muax!Nitex!!


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