~*My LoVe DiArY*~.

YSunday, June 24, 2007

Well its been really long since i blogged.. well this is my 1 month and 3rd day at work, while im workin on the worst shift.. i get to use a bit of the internet here and there.. Work is good actually.. im starting to enjoy wat i do.. which is talkin to customers.. wat i do best.. but its jus tat the place that im in they are called patients.. I handle quite alot of money and quite alot of responsibilities.. but its a gd experience for me i can say.. Besides that i have got new colleagues, new environment, new faces, the kind of ppl u meet at a hospital is really hilarious.. especially those really educated ones.. goodness!! the questions they can ask!!

Work life is cool.. im getting used to my shift and my timings.. late here and there but its ok.. lol! Family is ok i guess.. well i dun really stay home and wen im back home im usually down for awhile with parents then off i go to my bed.. But everyone at home is fine, i can see they are all happy with me working and this means i can lessen their burden, im happy!

Love life is bliss for sure.. cos the support encouragement understanding and everything is there.. so i have a piece of mind doing everything.. He is turnin a yr older in 5 days, im meeting his family after a long time comin sat for his birthday dinner outing.. kinda excited.. Miss them loads actually.. =)

I hope my frends are doing good.. I do know the ones i keep in contact with over smses or calls and i will try my best to catch up on the rest by visitin ur bloggies.. Friends are someone who is always there for ya.. it doesnt have to be consistantly in touch or meet wheneva they plan too, but to show u the love and welcome them wheneva they call or in need of help, to show them that no matter wat it is ur jus a call away.. I jus think i have been misunderstood by you, if im not able to meet up or call and i give u a reason, its me who decided that, its not like u dun know the situation i go thru, my parents aren exactly ppl who let their kids go as and wen they like out, if its soo difficult to meet up with my frends, do u think its easy to meet my bf? like hell no, so if my boyfren takes the intiative to come fetch me from work and send me home i wont stop him, but if my frend asks me out and i really cant go it means i really cant and im actually stuck at home and not out wit my bf. I jus wanna get this straight to u, u have done loads for me and we hanged out alot cos at that point of time we were workin together we cud lie and say lots of crap jus to stay out together, now we have diff jobs and diff shifts, its ok u dun have to understand but u dun have to hurt me jus cos ur angry the whole week, im not the one u vent ur anger on, Ur hanging out with ur cousins or whoeva go ahead, im not forcing ya to be with me instead of them rite.. i know u, u love ur family and their the most impt to u.. u dun see me online much that shows im exhausted after work so im knocked out.. If u really wanna see me or ur free u cud have called to ask abt my shift and all, u neva bothered and then one day u jus blow up!! Its not fair to me too.. The Best solution to this is to meet up and talk!! u want ur answers meet me and ask.. U stated u dun care and ur not bothered... so when u have cooled down and u still think u need this fren.. do give me a call, till then i will wait.. I have always loved ya as a fren and i still do.. all my frends are impt to me..

I jus hope this prob solves cos its difficult for me to be not talkin or thinkin tat we r mad at each other.. im not mad im jus hurt.. I betta get my ass back to work.. so till i blog again.. i love ya all!!muax muax!!

•I LoVe The Way U LuV Me*.
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