~*My LoVe DiArY*~.

YTuesday, July 24, 2007

Been quite some time rite? Dunno just had the time and the strength to leave the things in my heart here today. Fair to me? I dun think so.. Wanna know why i say so...

Friends will neva show off to one another.. neva compare themselves to the other, U dun need the best clothes or the best items just to meet ur good old fren, am i rite?? I neva said ur neglecting me, infact wen i know u rather spend ur time with another fren at the same time ur love life was going well as stated on all ur previous blogs, all i know is ppl state the true feelins and all tat happens on their bloggies, so i believed wats stated and was happy for ya. I neva said to anyone u neglected me, I have my own life and my probs and issues to settle, tat is why im workin my ass of, thats also the reasons why im sick. U prefer to share with ur other frends ur probs. so be it. This is not jealousy, im really fine with it, Yes u have shared with me ur probs before abt rakesh and after that u stopped. Rakesh supports me? is tat by any chance my fault!! No!! He doesnt like ur other fren.. is tat by any chance caused by me.. i dun think so. So by jus being busy wit my life and being happy for u is tat wat u were angry with me for?

U keep saying to ur Bf his godsis his frends are all most impt to him.. Do u really know for the fact that without u he wudnt have known us. Atfirst u were happy ur bf was listenin to his sister and changing for the betta.. Now it bothers u, thats how it seems. Seriously i dun care anymore. U wanna have all this inside of u and then say ur notthinkin such way, then fine so be it, im not into fighting and gossiping and bein happy at someone else's failure at all. I mind my own business and i lead a simple life. U said that U dun want me to take back my words. I assume and said all that. Like i always said if u really treated me like a frend u wud call as and wen u like. Even though i was workin i wud call or reply back. U apologised in my taggie. U said for neglecting me. So u agree to it by urself, and tat state otherwise on ur blog. I jus wanna say the same thing back, if its so hard being my fren, u can seriously choose not too. Im easy if u find it too challengin to be my fren im sorry.

Suprisingly lots of other ppl dun seem to find me tat way. Well enuff abt it. Im gonna take life as it comes. I cant wait to drive, planned with my bee. Im savin for our lessons. We shall go together and get closer to buyin our kutty car. The frends who has been there for me, Im thankful and im always prayin for ur well being. For many more years together, I dun hate anyone, I jus hope they realise wat they really want.

I really wanna study and improve myself, have been looking ard and finding out more on wat i can do part time, saving little at a time from that little pay i get now. Just hope everythin turns out well. Im going off to bed. Love u all.. Muax!! Have a great day tom. I love u Paul, i always will.. Love all ur smses.. I dunno wat to say abt theamt of love u have for me.. Muax baby..

•I LoVe The Way U LuV Me*.
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